Pornstars ~NamJin~

Memories

Up here again, yes hello. So I kept making myself cry writing this. I hope you enjoy, sorry it took so long. I promise the next one will be up by at least next weekend. The book is ending soon, so be looking forward to that. Thank you for reading and enjoy the story!
~Harley 💜
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Jin's POV

Jin sighed as he walked around their house. He came here assuming that's where Namjoon was. Namjoon wasn't here.

Jin frowned and sat down, calling Namjoon for the 6th time. Nothing. Suddenly his phone rang, causing him to jump.

'Incoming call Park Jimin,' the screen read.

Jin answered and frowned as he heard labored breathing, assuming he'd just butt dialed him while getting dirty with Jul.

"J-Jin. Come to... Hospital... There's blood... They're... I think they're dead."

Jin's eye's widened, "Who? Jimin, don't hang up, I'm on my way. Are you in the hospital too?"

"I'm okay. I'm in th-the room with her... There's blood. They're yelling in Namjoon's room. I think they're dying Jin... Hurry, please," Jimin sobbed out.

Jin ran to his car, quickly driving to the hospital, the phone still to his ear as he heard Jimin's sobs and shouting. He ran in and ran to the desk.

"KIM NAMJOON...HIS ROOM, WHERE?" Jin panted out, bending from being out of breath.

"Room 171."

Jin nodded and ran to the room, seeing nurses in the doorway and the curtain covering Joon.

"He's unstable, doctor. What do you want us to do?"

"He has head trauma, there's not much we can do."

Jin gasped and tried to go in the room. He was pushed back by a nurse.

"Sir, please go sit. You can't be in here."

Jin frowned, "But I'm his boyfriend."

"Please go sit, sir."

Jin started crying, moving to the waiting room area by their rooms. Suddenly he heard a girl's screaming and nurses started running around. He heard a beeping and people started running into Namjoon's room.

"Why are they going in there?"

Jin watched as nurses ran in and out of 3 rooms. Suddenly hearing Jimin yell Jul's name. Nurses ran to the scream before Jin heard more loud beeping and saw a nurse go into Namjoon's room.

It was all so hectic, Jin couldn't watch. He turned away and closed his eyes, spacing out. Suddenly he heard a doctor say the word dead. He didn't know who was dead, but it was the same doctor from Namjoon's room.

Jin expected the worse, curling around himself and starting to cry.

"Namjoon, I'm so sorry, please live."

He suddenly started remembering all the fun times they'd had. He went through each memory in his head, crying more.

Jin and Namjoon had decided to make themselves breakfast before they filmed. Jin watched Namjoon made gravy as he made homemade biscuits. Namjoon turned around while Jin wasn't looking, blowing some flower at him.

Jin looked up at him, frowning, "Hey!! You meanie!"

Namjoon chuckled and walked over, rubbing it out of his hair and leaning down to kiss him. Jin grabbed a handful of flour, shoving it in his face. Namjoon gasped before leaning down, kissing him and getting the flour in his face as well.

Jin squeaked but kissed him back. When they pulled away, they both started laughing. The sound of cleaning a window filled the air as Namjoon produced his spray bottle laugh and Jin his windshield wiper laugh. Jin remembered feeling completely happy in that moment with Namjoon.

Jin felt tears fall down his cheeks as he remembered all the little happy moments. He'd never felt that happy until Namjoon came along. He felt so heartbroken, not sure what had even happened.

He opened his eyes and watched as the doctor walked in, a grim face scanning the crowd. He walked towards Jin and he felt his heart sink. He was here to tell him Namjoon had died.

He watched as the doctor walked past him to a different family. He heard as he told the family their daughter had died. He felt a sadness hit his heart as he imagined being told that.

Suddenly a doctor gently poked his shoulder, "Are you the one here for Kim Namjoon?"

Jin and looked up, nodding.

"He has a concussion and some broken bones, but overall, he's going to be okay. We need to keep him here for a night."

"Okay, thank you so much."

The doctor nodded, "He and the girl from the crash were in critical condition, but we got them under control."

"Can I go see him?"

"He's not awake, but you can."

Jin nodded and got up, walking in and looking at him. Namjoon looked pale, but he was breathing. Jin took his hand in his and watched him, putting a hand to his face.

The casts on him told Jin he had a broken leg and a broken wrist. Jin wondered what caused this and pulled away, walking to Jul's room.

As he walked in he saw her with casts as well. He saw Jimin sitting in the chair with a cast around his wrist.

"Jimin, what happened?"

"We were coming down this mountain road from a date... There was a steep hill on the right side of the road... All of a sudden Namjoon swerved his car from the left side of the road in front of us, obviously trying to run only himself off the road. He hit us and pushed us off with him. Jul was in the passenger side seat and got the brunt of the fall. Jin... I think Namjoon was trying to kill himself."

"K-kill himself?" Jin mumbled, realizing what had happened before this.

Namjoon had tried to leave him. Namjoon did this because of him. He was only hurting Namjoon...

Jin shook his head as tears started to fall again. He backed out slowly, going back to Namjoon's room. He stared at him, wanting to smack him for this stupid stunt.

Jin stayed there all night, waiting for Namjoon to wake up. He'd just finally dozed off when a loud beeping sound woke him up. He jumped up to see Namjoon had woken up.

A nurse came in and set the machine off, checking him before leaving. Jin ran to his side and looked down.

"N-namjoon?"

"Who are you?"

Jin's heart stopped beating in his chest at the words.