When He's Gone. (A Harry Styles Fan-Fiction)

Chapter Ten ~

Harry's POV:

We wallk onto the stage, where the interview was being held. I walk behind Niall as Leah is infront off Niall. I can't say i'm not jealous because I am. I'm just not trying to act like I am. We get to the couch, where we normally sit. We all sit down, not bothering to sit in the order we normally do. I'm not sat between Niall and Louis because... Well Leah is there.. So I perch on the end beside Zayn. He gives me a strange look as if to ask why, I just shrug it off and give him a small smile.

'' Hello! Welcome to Ellen DeGeneres Show!'' The host said, I don't even want to be here. I just want to be alone, where no one is around me, so I can just take my anger out.

'' Hey! Thanks for having us!'' Liam said, smiling, obviously, being the kind one he is.

'' So, how's the tour going on? Any new songs coming our way?'' She asked, smiling in our direction, obviously wanting the deep gossip and for us to release our secrets so she could tear us down like every other celebrity.

'' We have been working on something for our next album, that will be announced in the next few weeks, just keep an eye out for something on twitter when the dates and stuff are announced, and the touring is really tiring but it's what we love to do. Making our fans smile'' Louis replied.

I didn't bother talking, whats the point? If I spoke now, I would just burst out in tears..or worse, hurt Leah by probably punching Niall in the face. Of course I loved Niall, he was a brother to me but it hurt seeing them together. It shouldn't because I have Taylor. Maybe Taylor is what I need to get me over Leah? Wait what am I on about, I don't even have feelings for Leah, we are-were best friends that's all, if I liked her it would just be crazy.

'' Okay! We have some questions your fans would like to ask you'' Ellen told us, smiling.

We all nodded, Niall putting an arm around Leah. I chose to ignore it. ''This one is from: @ThoseCurls Harry, how long have you and Taylor been together for now?'' Ellen turned to me.

'' Urm, about a month now'' I answered, fake smiling towards Ellen.

'' Another one from: @CarlyStyles: Louis, are you ever going to ask Eleanor to marry you?'' Ellen asked, facing Louis.

'' Maybe, in the future, we just don't have much time anymore with my career and her modelling career, we don't see each other often'' He chuckled a little.

'' Last one is from: @NarryStoransWife: Whats the best thing about the tour?'' She asked us all.

'' Well, mainly the fans. They've done so much for us, they are the ones who got us to where we are now, without them, we wouldn't even be here'' Zayn told her.

''Moving on from that, Niall. I've heard something is going on between you and Leah? Can you confirm that?'' Ellen asked. I huff at the sounds of their names.

'' Yeah, it's true. Me and Leah are officially dating'' He told them. He leans in pressing a kiss to her forehead, her giggling slightly. I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't. Instead of doing anything, before I do anything I will regret, I walked out. Anger rising through my body. Ellen and the lads were shouting my name, telling me to come back. I ignore them. I carried on walking out to the backstage. Once I had got there, I went in the dressing room, locking it. I need to get this anger out. To get my anger out, I need to punch something, the nearest thing near me was a wall. Next thing i'm doing is jamming my fist through the hard concrete. I screamed, in pain. I leaned on the wall, sliding down until I curl into a ball. I put my head in my arms, crying.

Why do I always mess things up? Why me? It's always me, never somebody else. Me. I look at my knuckles and they were bleeding. I'm suprised they don't need stitches. I'm hurt. I've never felt like this before. Who knew what one girl could do to you? I didn't even like her! She didn't like me. We were friends. Liking each other would be crazy.