The Impossible

Author's Bio

(I'm just bored so bear with me here.)

Name - Stephanie
Age - 16
Nationality - Myanmar

Family and friends?
I'm an only child. My bestie is sonia_bharadwaj and she did help me a little in my fanfic. I have two more best friends who are both guys. We even thought of forming a dance cover group but failed.

Things I like to do?
Reading, writing stories, listening  to music, dancing, eating (even tho I try soooo hard to be on a diet), singing (even tho I have a horrible voice)

Someone I like?
Well, I love BTS. Apart from that? Well.... there's this one guy and he's annoying as hell (I don't know why the fuck I fell for him) and probably hates me. I've been trying sooo hard to forget about him but as soon as I'm close to forgetting, he pops up in my life. Shit.

Dream career?
Archaeologist. However, here, archaeologists are looked down and they receive shitty pay. I also wanna be a dancer but mom won't let me be a professional one. I've also dreamed to be a k-idol but considering my face? Nope! So, I'm thinking teacher.

...........................................................

So this is just where I'm pouring my heart out so skip this part if you want.

People say I'm rude. Selfish. Too straightforward. Short-tempered.
I agree. But what they don't know is how much I hide the pain.

On the outside, I look like I don't give a damn about anything. In the inside, however, I do care. Actually, I care more than other people do. I have higher hopes than other people. But when something I hoped didn't come true, I don't show my pain. I try to hide it as much as possible. Maybe that's why people say I'm emotionless. What they don't know is how many nights I cry myself to sleep.

I don't know if it's a punishment for sth I did or sth else. But there's a jinx. Every opportunity I have such high hopes for, I lose it. But as soon as I give up on sth, I get that opportunity. It's hell.