Chapter 32

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*READ AUTHORS NOTE*
*HAILYS POV*
*THE NEXT DAY*
I wake up and I have a huge head ache. I walk into the bathroom and look at the mirror.
My eyes and face is all red and my eyes are swollen. I recall the events of last night.
Taylor and I ending up in a fight. Him leaving the room to stay with Nash.
I sit on the bathroom floor and start crying. How could I ever mess up so badly with someone?
A moment later I hear the doorknob jiggle and pop open. I guess I forgot to lock the door.
"Haily?!?"
I look up and see Matt standing there, with a confused expression.
"What's wrong?" Matt asks, genuinely concerned.
Everything I think.
"Nothing.." I sniffle, wiping my tears.
"Are you sure Haily, you look really upset..." Matt presses.
"I'm really ok, I just have a headache.." I reply, not mentioning the real reason I'm upset.
"Here, let me get you some tylenol." Matt smiles and leaves.
I throw my head back and wonder why do I always mess up everyone's life?
A moment later Matt returns with a bottle of water and tylenol. "Here, if you need anything, just ask. Oh and I mean anything when I say anything."
I give him a weak smile and watch him leave. I swallow the tylenol and then quickly lock the door.
There's only 1 thing that can truly make me happy right now... I think.
I look through my bag and finally find it. My only real pain reliever... my blade.
The only thing that'll always be there for me. No matter what.
I press the blade into my arm.
Once.
Twice.
Three more.
A couple more until all I see is blood.
Finally, the relief I've been waiting for.
I let blood drip off my arm for a couple minutes until i decide to clean it up.
About 10 minutes later, I have the whole bathroom cleaned up and my arm wrapped in gauze.
I walk out of the bathroom and sigh in relief. No one was in here, so I wouldn't have to explain my gauze wrapped arm.

AUTHORS NOTE
Quick update!! I'll probably update again tomorrow *possibly*
So I'm pretty much starting a 'question of the chapter' for you guys to answer... *but remember I still need 20+ comments for a new chapter*
QOTC: Favorite color? #basicquestion
AOTC: mines purple 💜
LUHHH YOU ALL ❤❤❤

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