Chapter 4: Blades story

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(A/N sorry I javent updated in a while i've been very busy)

Blades POV

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He escorted me into there trailer (BVB)

"In your song Red Sam why did you say you were wishing your wrists were bleeding to stop the pain from the beatings?" He asked
When he asked that I  felt like I was about to bust out crying. Next thing I know is a tear falls out of my eye.

"Blade... You don't have to tell me if you want" he said.

"No Andy I have to tell you sooner or later." I said. A moment of silence followed my words.

"You sure?" he said questionable.

I nodded my head.

"Ok... um... well my mom died in a car accident when I was 15, and ever since then my dad had no one to blame it on so he blamed it on me. He sometimes would come home drunk and abuse me because he blamed my mothers death on me. And I would self harm because it would take the pain away. My father is now in jail cause some neighbors visually saw him abusing me and they called the cops. I am now living with Vic and Mike cause they want to keep me safe. I said

I felt like crying when I said my story,I didn't even notice I was trying to hide my wrists covered in a bunch of bracelets. "Show me your wrists!" He said. Realizing I was hiding them.

"Nn-o" I said in a whisper and stuttering. But he didn't listen. He sternly grabbed my wrist pulled up my bracelets. Which were covered in scars from my self harming. When he saw them his eyes widened and he looked up at me heartbroken. "Blade why did you do this?" He asked very quiet. "I still self harm because I'm depressed.... I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder." I said very sadly

"Look at me." Andy said. I looked at him and he did something I haven't done in years. He kissed me! It was a passionate kiss. It was so sweet and gave me butterflys. It felt so right. We made out for about a minute or two and then we were rudely interrupted by someone. "HEYYY!!!" Said Jake. "Oh..... did I interrupt something" Jake said right as our lips left each other.

"Ummmm.... Kinda" said Andy very quietly. "Well do you want me to go or-" 

"No it's fine I have to go anyways" I said leaving without saying another word.

I took a deep breath. "Oh my god his lips just tasted amazing. I want them back on mine". I thought.

As I walked to my trailer.

"Hey what happened with you and Andy" Said Kourtney pulling me out of my thoughts.

"What, why???!!!" I said.

"I said what happened with you and Andy cause you look star struck!" She said.

"Umm... Wellllll." I said "Well what?" She said in a tell me tone.

"We kinda madeout" I blurted.

"OMFG" She said like she just met her idol.

      *Andy's POV*
Oh my god I'm actually kissing her. This feels amazing. We made out for a while until someone came in. "HEYY" Jake said. "Oh... did I interrupt something?" He said

"Umm... Kinda" I said a little rude.

"Well do you want me to go or-" He said.

"No it's fine I have to go anyways" she said. When I heard the door to the trailer close I said "Thanx for interrupting us Jake" I was pissed off. If he didn't interrupt mabey we would have gone into pleasure....

"Sorry Dude" He said. "Whatever I'm gonna take a nap" I said

(A/N Sorry this was a short chapter I will make another chapter hopefully sometime soon)

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