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Chapter six

Present time, **this is actually kind of confusing because she's telling the story in flash back but like it was present and when I say present time that means that she's looking back at it and this will only happen like every 5-10 chapters just saying this is kind of important so don't skip through it. Read comment and vote please and thank you**

Looking back on that sentence, I realize that he meant it. You'll just have to find out. That sentence kind of changed everything looking back on it. But I can't tell you what happens next. You'll just have to find out. **no pun intended**

FLASH BACK, **this is what the whole story has been so far so it's nothing different sorry for all of the confusion. I guess I haven't mentioned I'm a confusing and awkward person.soooo yeah.**

Right when he said that sentence I hear my coach calling for me.

"Vic, stop flirting and get over here!" I was not flirting. Although he is decent and all with those dimples and emerald eyes. But I don't like him. I can't like him. Never have never will. I almost laugh at my self when I think do I like him?

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Practice was rough, conditioning was worse. FUCKING KILLERS IN HANDSTANDS?! That's just cruel. Well I guess it is an elite gym and I have been in gymnastics ever since I remember. But do I love it like swimmers love the water? Like skaters love the ice? Or how bout basketball players love the court. No I don't love it like that. To be more specific, I hate gymnastics.

But I love it.

I can't help but loving it. I kind of feel pressured into loving it. I mean if you don't love your sport than you aren't a real player. If you don't have a special connection between you and a beam than you're not really a gymnast right? It's just like if you're a swimmer and you don't love the water you're not a swimmer. A skater isn't a skater if she doesn't like skating, a basketball player isn't a basketball player if they don't love the court.

But what if you were a real gymnast and you didn't like gymnastics, you would still be a gymnast.

All the time I get this question: If you hate gymnastics why do you do it?

Just because you hate something doesn't mean you can't do it.**thats what she said, sorry I had to once again I'm awkward**

The people who ask me that just make me angry, I don't know why, probably because they make me think to hard. I have a newfound headache of all the hard thinking I just did. But just when I thought the hard thinking came to an end,

Decision making kicked in,

Should I become friends with Harry.

HARRYS P.O.V **yay also p.o.v means point of view for those of you who didn't know.**

"Zayn I don't think you get it. I need her number. Like now." If Zayn won't give me that girls number . He won't find anything out about me. Not one thing. After 17 years of hiding things, I know how it's done.

"Dude I can't just give you her number!" Ugh if he would just stop PMS'ing maybe I would get a chance with her. But it's obvious she doesn't like me. She never will. That goody-two-shoes. Ugh I usually hate people like that. But when I first saw her I had to keep my jaw from dropping. And her in a leotard. I couldn't even talk. Thank god I didn't stutter in front of her.

"Give it too me. Otherwise I won't spill."

"Fine."

**YAY TRIPPLE UPDATE THURSDAY CAUSE YOLO RIGHT!? (Once again, I'm really awkward in person.) cliff hanger just kidding next chapter should be up in about 30-60 minutes, I'm really sorry for not updating for like what three WHOLE days oh my god, did you guys see my deep thinking thing back there yeah, it got a little deep. Just a little. And if I don't know any of you and you don't know me I am literally a gymnast so yeah I LOVE YOU GUYS OH MY GOD MORE THAN TEN READS. I Was only expecting like five or so, so yeah **