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❣chapter 15❣

It was time for Brynn funeral. No one was ready. Me and brynn have been talking a lot lately. She tells me what's going on up there and I tell her what goes on down here. Nothing really happy obviously because this is a very sad time. I got ready in my black dress.

"Hey kenz" Brynn said.

"Brynn I didn't call you" I turned around to face the ghost. People say I'm going crazy because I rather be in my room talking to brynn then outside trying to solve my problems. They don't understand she helps me solve my problems she was always there for me and always will be.

"Eh you seem like you need someone for today and since it is my funeral I wanted to be there" she said. I let a tear slip.

"Brynn I miss you so much tomorrow we have to go to school and it will not be the same" I put more make-up on.

"I will be right there with you. Just call me whenever you need me" she said the she disappear. I sigh and continue putting on make-up.

"Hey babe ready to go" Johnny asked. I nodded and walked out. I took a deep breath and we walked to the church.

"It's OK babe" Johnny whisper in my ear. I nodded we found our seats up front.

"We are here to celebrate the life of Brynn Ashlee rumfallo please all rise as we say our goodbyes" the person said. We did that and then it was time for speeches. Mrs. Ashlee ask me to do a speech because I know her longer than everyone. It was my turn for the speech. Brynn appeared as I walked up.

"You got this you knew me more than my mom at times" she said. She right I did know her more than her own mom. I stood up at the little stage. I took a breath.

"Ok well I'm Mackenzie Ziegler and me and brynn have been best friends since well forever really. Me and her knew everything and anything about each other. Like her crush was Brandon" I said. I didn't want to laugh. I could see brandon cry a little harder when I said that.

"Really kenz you just had to tell" Brynn said. I have to not smile.

"She was sweet funny over dramatic at times but that's just her and I wouldn't change her for a single minute. I remember this one time. We was messing around at my house and we was playing ball in the house. I threw it and it broke my mom very special vases. But she took the blame for me. By the way mom sorry about your vases" I said a tear slip down my cheek and landed on my speech. I couldn't read it anymore.

"You know what I don't have to read off a paper to tell you how much she was special" I said cuddling up the paper and throwing it down on the floor.

"Brynn was always there for me. But these past days I push all my friends and family away but she the one who stuck by me even when my own family wouldn't. I will never take this bracelet off again because this means something that no one will ever know or understand. I will never forget her because she was my one true friend. So here Brynn here is your friendship bracelet". I open her coffin and put her bracelet in and close it. I turned around and smile lightly.

" Brynn loved all of you and she looking over all of you I can feel it deep inside me she wouldn't want you to be sad, she wants you be happy and celebrate her life because her life was great for the most part " I said I sat down and tears poured down my face. A bunch of more people talk about her. After everything we went back to my hotel room. I crying historically. I grab ice cream and just shove it into my face.

"Babe people are here" Johnny open the door. All my friends came in.

"Hey Mackenzie" Annie said.

"Annie you can still call me kenzie" I said to her.

"We just wanted to say we are sorry for the say we acted.

"I'm sorry I should have not done that just run away and push you away. I should have talk but it's too late now" I said getting up and walking to the bathroom. I grab pill bottle. People was banging on the door.

"Kenz it's not late come on we know about the scares on your wrist and they are only get deeper please come out" lauern scream. I didn't do anything. I just stared at the pills.

"Mackenzie Frances Ziegler don't do it" Brynn said. I block everything out. I sat on the bathtub just looking at them. My bathroom door was busted down to see Johnny standing there. He wrapped me in a hug.

"She really gone she not here" I cry.

"I know it hurts" Johnny said.

"Where Brandon" I asked noticing everyone was here but him.

"He left after the speach you gave." Lauern said. I nod.

"I'm going bed you guys are welcome to sleep here if you want for the night" I said they nod and we lay down in bed.

"Remember when Brynn spelt all our food" I asked Maddie we laugh.

"yeah you guys was just learning how to a pirouette" Maddie said.

"I remember when Brynn would give me hints that she like me" Brandon said. We look up to see he had a bunch of food. I went up and gave him a hug.

"She was never the beach  on how to flrit" I said laughing.

"Remember when she first came to my house go say over and my sister pulled a prank on her she said that she was kidnapped and brynn went crazy for like an hour until my sister came out of hiding" Annie laugh.

"That was great her face was beat red" I said.

"Kenz I'm sorry" Maddie said.

"I'm sorry to" I said.

"Sisters" she asked holding out her arms.

"Always" we hugged and people clap.

"Who ready for school tomorrow" Hayden asked.

"Not me you know how much drama it's going to be" Maddie said.

"Well we will be right along aside you" I said. We talk about school and fell asleep.