if he does then tell me (bxb)

chapter 5

                    All I saw was darkness until I saw a light in front of me it was my mother she looked at me with happy and sad eyes she looked down at me and said "I'm happy to see you but it is not your time you have to be there for shadow he will need you in the future.

                 So just to let you know I love you but you have to go back I'm sorry but I will be watching over you and I love you hope to see you again but not to soon i love you son goodbye." With that she was gone and I wake looking at the hospital ceiling with shadow sleeping behind me holding me I turned around slowly so I wouldn't feel to much pain.

                         I kissed him and I could feel him kiss back after a minute and he turned his head and deepened the kiss. Then he hit my chest and I yelped and his eyes flew open and he looked like he was going to cry and he looked at me and said,

                 "babe I'm so sorry I didn't mean to do that are you okay do I need to get a nurse do you need pain Medicine should I sleep in the chair should I sit by y-" I put my hand over his mouth and said,

                    "I'm sorry but shut up you ask to much stuff and I'm fine your fine go to sleep babe you need to calm down and go to sleep I love you." After I said that I froze and looked at him and said "sorry I wasn't thinking night babe."

                     He looked at me and smiled and said "I love you to and its fine night babe." He leaned in and kissed me hard harder than ever and I kissed back and he pulled me closer but to didn't hurt he pulled me softly  then let me go and we went to sleep.

                   When I woke up my dad was sitting in the chair and shadow was gone I started to panic and the heart monitor went crazy and dad looked up quickly and came to my side but I baked up until I almost fell off the bed but he caught me but I stayed as far away from him as possible.

                   He looked sad and said "son I'm really sorry for what I did and I know it is going to happen again so I'm putting you in a foster home and you will get a family that loves you and does not hurt you I love you but bye."

                         And with that he was gone about an hour later shadow came in and looked happy until he saw my face then he got worried he walked up to me and said "babe what's wrong I heard that your dad is going to be leaving you alone."

                            I started crying and said "ya but did you find out he is putting me in a foster home I will never see you again I'm sad."