I Love You (YoonKook/YoonSeok)

Sixteen

Hoseok's P.O.V

I look around the empty bed Jungkook used to lay on and I realize I miss him so much. I look at my phone to check for any update about Jungkook but my phone is still blank. Yeah Jungkook my cousin who can't lie to me. My cousin whom I can read through. Curious? Well I have noticed him liking Yoongi

The doorbell sound meaning someone is outside. I opened it and I saw Yoongi's smiling face.

"What brings you here? " I asked as he sat down.

"BTW how are you? I'm sorry about Taehyung and Jimin" I asked noticing he is not composed.

"I'm fine. Just so sad. I came here to ask you something "his voice is so serious making me gulp in nervousness.

"What is it?"

"About Jungkook.  . . . "
"You like him?" I asked. I really wanted to know.

He look down and seem to have a worry expression.

"I do. And I know also how you feel towards me" he looked at me. What? How did he know?

I look down as my tears fall down my face. I cant hold it anymore.
He likes him.
He likes him
He likes him.

Those words keep repeating in my mind. Why?

"Why didn't you tell me earlier? How could you know my feelings?"

I felt really bad after he told me those words. He had feelings for Jungkook and he knows about my feelings. I don't know I just felt bad about it. I can't explain the feeling . I feel betrayed or used or backstabbed or unwanted. I don't know. I have mixed feelings already.

"I'm sorry, I should have asked you and all but I didn't. I will understand if you will be angry at me but I'm really sorry. Also I don't want you to think that I only used you to be close to Jungkook. You become a part of me because I wanted you to, not because of him. Don't think that I pity you because of your feelings for me. Hoseok you gave light into my life again and I treasure that very much even the moments we spend together.  Please I'm sorry. But you are my best friend you have become my  brother  That will never change and I understand you if you choose to stay away from me"

He said those words while starring directly in my eyes. His eyes are full of sincerity which made me tear up.

"Jungkook is in New York and will have his operation next week. If you wanna come and see him you can. I know he would love to. Also don't hurt him because I never did that. Jungkook always live his whole life full of sorrow. Never had a friend before and never loved someone before" I answered.

I gasp in surprise as he hugged me and I hugged back as a smile form my lips. I can't believe I am so soft towards people I love. But maybe my love for Yoongi will stay this way but at least he made me experience the beauty of life and love with him by my side and for this situation, those are enough. I also thank him for not using my feelings for him as an advantage to me. I pull away as I look at him. "Thank you Yoongi, and let me say this. I love you" I said making him and me smile. "Thank you Hoseok, for being my hope" he said as he hug me again.

This maybe the moment that I will have the one of my most memorable moment in life.

Namjoon's P.O.V

I really can't believe when Yoongi said he liked Jungkook because I never notice it. Yeah right as if something is noticeable with that guy.

Now that I confirm Yoongi's feelings for Jungkook I don't know how will Hoseok will react. Hoseok has been telling me about his feelings towards Yoongi but then in the end Yoongi had fallen for Jungkook. I have no idea about stuff that is going on. But still I know Hoseok will be so hurt by knowing it. But then he once told me

"If Yoongi will be someone else's lover I would be happy that it would be Jungkook because I know Jungkook will be happy and if Yoongi is happy with him then I would be happy for them. I only want their happiness anyway. Plus if Yoongi doesn't like any of us then I just hope that, whoever he choose he will be happy so as Jungkook "

If you ask me he is such a martyr. Always thinking of others before him and also he always cares for Jungkook his whole life. Maybe that's why he is always making sure Jungkook is fine.

We are lucky that we got to hang out with him. I just hope that someday he will also try to be happy for himself and make himself happy too.

But then even if I say that he is a martyr he also tell me

"I'm not a martyr. I'm just happy when they are happy. Is that being martyr?"

But currently I'm thinking about Jungkook, how is he? Is he ready for his operation? I just hope his operation will be a success and if it went wrong Hoseok and Yoongi will be devastated. I know that and even me and Seokjin.

Seokjin's P.O.V

I am so nervous just by thinking of loosing Jungkook. He has become a part of my life and it will be a loss if he will not succeed. Also a devastated Hoseok will appear to me and I hate seeing that kid devastated and sad. It just broke my heart seeing a cheerful person in pain. Yoongi will never gonna smile again. I will never let his smiles fade again and be gone. His smiles gave me smiles and his laugh gave me comfort.
(Jin you have no idea how you sounded like a real mom)

I am currently praying at our chapel in school. I'm really hoping that the operation of Jungkook will be a success. Please I hope he will be okay and will come back here soon.

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Don't loose hope people. Everything will be alright.

Thank you