“And you’re just going to throw it all?” I asked him while staring at him. I trying my best not to show how weak I am. I’m trying my best to fight my tears for falling. I’m trying my best to accept….. that the US is now gone.
“I’m sorry.” His two words that means sympathy, pity or regret. Those words, slowly crushing my heart into pieces. That’s all he can say, after all those years. That’s all he can do, after all we’ve been through.
I don’t know what to do. I’m in the middle of saying “Don’t leave me.” but I know I’m going to make things more complicated. I want to hug him and never let go of him. Hold his hands and keep it like that. But I just can’t…. it’s his decision and the only thing I do is move on.
“Nica, I loved you but I can’t feel you anymore.” Those were the last words I hear and I walked out of the room. I can’t feel anything. I feel so numb after our break up. I want to cry, scream and rage in anger but I can’t feel anything. The words I want to say just kept inside me. It’s like I’m trying to swallow a raw meat.
I want to cry, but no tears feel from my eyes. I want to feel something…
I went home silent. Yes, I didn't shed a tear. I didn't say anything. I just kept it all inside of me. It hurts from the inside. It's like a million of termites eating my precious heart. Slowly and slowly they are eating every piece of me.
[Dear, are you ok? What happened? Did you have fun with your date with Jay?"] my aunt asked me. I live in an apartment because home is far away from our school. That's why I live in an apartment with my aunt and his nephew. We're not related, she's just my mom dear friend.
[We're done. I'm tired, I'm going to skip dinner. I'm sorry.] I slowly climbed up to my room. Every step I take, I feel like I'm going to faint in a moment.
I lied on my bed and started thinking what happened? What did I do wrong for him to hurt me like this?
-.-" Hay, I don't know his reason, I don't know why did he just let go like this.
*BING*
Someone just IMed me. An unknown user. O.O WEIRD
PrinceKnight03: FORGET ABOUT HIM. LET ME LOVE YOU.
I got confused with this PRince user.
I stood up and replied to him
NICAHEARTsYOU03: WHAT THE? WHO ARE YOU?!
PrinceKnight03: Your knight in shining armor my princess. :)
Nicaheartsyou03: Oh please. Stop this prank. I'm tired. Night.
PrinceKnight03: Give me a chance.
--_Nicaheartsyou03_signedoff--
Oh please. I had enough of this prank. Better call it a day off. =____= Stupid Jay.
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*RING*
*RING*
+630*********
*RING*
*RING*
What the actual fuck? it's only 6am in the morning. My classes starts at 8am. =___=
And who's this jerk calling me. >__<
"Hello" I answered him.
"Goodmorning Princess. Please get up, Eat your breakfast and get ready for school. Take care. :-)" He answered in a sweet tone.
"What the actual---"
"I love you too dear"
And he hang up.
=___________________=
Who's that guy?!
Rather than thinking about him, I went to bed again and started sleeping again.
*RING* *RING*
I checked who's calling. Same number. o___O
I rejected the call.
I thought to myself, IS HE STALKING ME?!
Grrrrrr.
I went downstairs and saw my parents smiling at me. [Goodmorning baby.] My aunt kissed me on my forehead.
[Why are you smiling like that?] I asked them as I eat my bacon and sandwich.
[Nothing baby. Oh, someone gave you these.] SHe handed me a bouquet of my favorite flowers. *u* How did he know?! Stalker guy. =__= And there's a card "Goodmorning Princess. Let me be the one to hold you. Give me a chance, I'm willing to take his place in your heart. Just give me a chance to prove my love." -Prince
That's weird. But I don't want him to be a sort of rebound. =_="
Hay, I went upstairs and put my flowers on my table and started getting ready for school.
After several hours, loljk. :))) After some moments,
I'm here at my school.
Fast forward much? >:P
I see people looking at me. I guess they already know that Jay and I are already off.
Jay is one of the campus crush here in our school. Yes, I'm lucky I have him and unfortunately, everyone hates me. =____="
I just went to my classroom and directly went to my sit.
I was astound that another bouquet with my favorite flower in it. *u*
[Flirt bitch. They just broke up and she have another boyfriend again]
[I know right. But have you heard? Jay just played on her. It's sort of a deal for Jay to get into the sassiest club here in our school.]
[Yeah I know. Poor bitch, but now she's out of the picture, maybe Jay and I have a possibility.:">] [Maybe, maybe not >:P He's mine.]
And that's the conversation of my two bitches classmates. =__=
Jay played on me. O_O
What deal are they're talking about? What the actual fuck is that deal?
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