Psycho 🔪 Ashton Irwin

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Dorothy's P.O.V (I was bored so ther eyou go^^ 😂)

I scroll through the endless sites that sell random home decor. The amount of times I entered Ashton's credit card pin into websites made me almost remember the digits by heart. I closed the laptop and pushed it off my lap. I wasn't only frustrated with Ashton and shopping but with my period too. I stood up and shook my head walking into the kitchen, Ashton had a sandwich in his hand while he chewed a bite. He looked at me and stuck the sandwich out a bit asking if I wanted some but I kindly declined. He frowned and out it back down on the plate walking towards me.

"Dorito, are you okay, you have gotten awfully skinny." He said which made my heart jump with excitement but I hid it and let out a small laugh shrugging.

"No I'm okay." I said simply and he rose an eyebrow not believing a word I was saying. He sighed and walked towards me and hugging me which took me by surprise.

"Dorothy, you haven't eaten anything in the Past week, do you think I didn't realise?" He asked and my face fell. He lifted his head out of the crook of my neck and placed a peck on my lips startling me.

"Please eat something." He pleased jutting out his bottom lip and I sighed. He passed me his sandwich and I took a bite scrunching up my face even though the food was delicious. He smiled at me and placed a kiss on my forehead and let it linger there for longer than it had to. I took another bite and sighed giving him the sandwich which he gladly took and took a bite of.

"I was thinking." He said his mouth full of food. I gave him an unsure smile and shaking my head.

"Oh no, that doesn't comforting." I teased and he shushed me rolling his eyes playfully. He swallowed the big bite of the sandwich and continued.

"I was thinking about our future." He replied causing my smile to fade again and he frowned seeing the sad expression on face.

"And I was thinking we should wait a while." He said causing me to raise an eyebrow in confusion. Wait for what, for my funeral, cause it sure as hell feels like I'm in a weird fucked up book of some sort and I am not gonna make it.

"Wait for what?" I asked sand he smiled placing another peck on my lips and pulling me into yet another hug.

"The kids." He said causing me to tense up a bit. He sighed and looked at me and giving me another kiss on the lips.

"Dorthy, stop stressing it's gonna happen sooner or later." He said causing tears to prick the back of my eyes and my heart to shatter.

"I love you Dorothy and I wouldn't want to have kids with anyone else." He said smiling sadly and taking my head. I don't know if I should be flattered or utterly disgusted or utterly terrified but I felt them all. One minute love, another minute disgust and then terror and then confusion. He started kissing me which took me out of my trance. My eyes go wide before I close them and kiss back. It was slow and soft, not rough, but gentle and loving. I felt Ashton smile which made me smile. He pulled away.

"I love you Dorothy." He said causing me to bite my lip as he let out a sigh, a frown on his face and a look of disappointment after it, he looked really sad and before I could catch myself and stop myself it slipped out.

"I love you too."