I like you anyways ~Vkook~ (Book One)

7| Break down

Jungkook's POV:

It's been six months since me and Tae started dating. None of us discussed the short time I had left. We were just living in the moment, because it was all we had.

I acted like I was fine, and he acted as though he believed me. Not wanting to ruin the small forever we had together.

We were genuinely happy, blinding ourselves from the bitter truth.

The ugly truth.

We knew how this was going to end, we knew it won't last long. But all we cared about was the journey, the memories that we made together.

My last breaths, and his last memories with me. For some reason, I found relief in knowing someone will remember me when I'll die and turn to dust.

This someone was the person I loved the most in this whole world. My baby, my Tae. The only person who didn't only see me as someone who is dying, but as a young boy who has interests, hobbies and not so different from any other teenager.

And to be honest, the hardest part of what I was going through, will be the moment when I will have to leave him, the moment when I will have to bid him goodbye knowing how terrified he was from goodbyes.

My heavy morning thoughts snapped away when I heard a yawn beside me. I looked to find Tae stretching his long arms as he just woke up.

"Good morning, love" I whispered.

" 'morning " he answered in a sleepy voice. He continued stretching and yawning cutely and I couldn't help but to chuckle, forgetting all the sadness that was filling me earlier.

His morning face looked so attractive and cute. His hair was falling on his face and the sunshine coming from the window was highlighting his features in all the right ways making him look otherworldy. I stared at him surprised how fond I grew of him in such a relatively short time.

"Yah! Stop staring. It's imbaressing " he said in an amused shy voice. His cheeks colored with a light pink.

"Aww, my cute kitten is imbarassed." I mimicked as I pinched his cheeks and he flashed a deep red.

"You're really so cute... I love you" I murmured adoringly. He blushed even more and jumped out of the bed we were sharing. Walking towards the bathroom and hiding his face.

"Umm...I am going to take a bath now... You-you choose what you'll wear so we won't be late okay? " He mumbled as he run inside the bathroom. I smiled and got up from the bed. Not wanting to be late to school.

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Taehyung's POV:

I checked myself in the mirror after I finished showering and fixing my hair. It looked good enough I guess.

I started applying some hair spray when I heard something falling with a loud noise outside the bathroom, followed with faint cries.

I felt my heart clinched as I dropped the item and run out of the small room as fast as my legs could.

And what I saw made my heart drop and my throat tighten.

Jungkook was on the ground, screaming and crying as he clutched his chest and coughed blood. He seemed in an immense pain as he tried so hard to grab his phone.

I ran to him with weak legs, my lips quivered and my hands shaking so hard. I couldn't stop my tears as I held him in my arms.

"J-jungkook" was all I chocked out.

He clang to my shirt as he was struggling to breath. He was coughing so hard, his blood staining my shirt as I held him. And the pain I felt in those moments was indescribable. It was too intense to put it into words.

I heard ambulance sounds coming from outside. And as fast as I could, I gathered all the strength I had left and carried his body in my arms. Ignoring the pain that was shooting inside my heart whenever he let out a strangled pained voice. I ran to the ambulance, placing him on the bed inside the vehicle and attempting to sit beside him.

A hand grabbed my shoulder, I looked at the man in white.

"Sorry son, family only. " He said firmly.

"P-please, doctor ... He-he is all what I have. Please let me stay by his side. " I managed to say between sobs, my glossy eyes pleading the doctor.

"I am sorry but-" he stopped to stare at my puffy eyes. And at Jungkook's hand that tightened around mine, asking me to stay with all the small energy he had.

"Okay, you can stay " He murmured before getting in with all the other doctors. Everything happened so fast. And now Jungkook was breathing through a machine placed on his mouth and nose.

I was sitting there, knowing I looked so pathetic. With my hands clenched on my chest, my cheeks stained with tears, my lips quivering and my eyes red and puffy. But I couldn't help it, knowing that the only person I loved was in immense pain was tearing me apart. And I closed my eyes, holding his hand tighter as I prayed to any gods above to save the only person I had in this world.