I like you anyways ~Vkook~ (Book One)

15| Shock

Hii guys 😊😘
Just before you read this chapter, I wanted to remind you of something about Jungkook's character, please don't skip this.

Jungkook had cancer for over a year, he stayed in the hospital for more than a month now and had to do multiple operations and have different treatments, which makes him really weak physically and totally exhausted.

He used to live his life as a dying person, someone who is living their last days and trying to use it as much as they can. After having his physical health back, he still will need to work on the way he sees life and learn how to LIVE it again.

He might seem fine but he is in such a weak and frail position, he is so vulnerable that any small incident might cause him a lot of pain.

I just thought you will need to know this to understand his actions better.

Anyways, enjoyyy 😊❤❤❤

Taehyung's POV:

Me and Jimin were ambling along as we talked about random stuff, it was 6:00 pm.

"Did you tell him ? " Jimin asked all of a sudden. I averted my eyes away looking at my hands as if they held an answer for the question.

"What did he say?"

"I didn't tell him yet... I didn't find the words to. " I said sincerely, for some reason, telling him was harder than what I expected.

"It's okay, sweetie, but don't forget you need to tell him about us soon. We can't hide forever. "

Jimin swang his arm around my shoulder and pulled me for a bro hug.

"You can do it, it's not a big deal bro, you know that."

He kissed my cheek and I gave him a thankful smile, hugging him afterwards.

I snapped my head when I heard some noises, I looked at the origin of it but there was nothing unusual. But for some weird reason, my heart was twisting and beating so fast as if it was calling for help.

I just shrugged it off and bid Jimin goodbye, taking the elevator to get to my boyfriend's room that was located in the 7th floor. I didn't forget to bring his favorite juice with me just as usual.

When I finally arrived, I reached for the door's knob to open it, but was surprised it was locked. I frowned, he isn't used to lock his door.

I felt the same sting in my heart, and I started doubting if there was something wrong. I felt scared and terrified, I felt hurt and betrayed... But of course none of this made any sense since I had no reason to feel any of it.

I knocked on the door but no one answered me, it was dead silent. Making me even more anxious and worried.

In that moment I remembered I had a spare key and was thankful to find it in my pocket, I unlocked the door and stepped inside, freezing immediately when my eyes were met with the terrible sight in front of me.

I couldn't breath, the drink I was holding fell on the ground, and I felt myself panicking.
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Jungkook was sitting on the window frame, his legs swinging out of it. It seemed like he was readying himself to jump.

"JUNGKOOK!! " I screamed out in terror and ran towards him. He turned his tears stained angel face to look at me and pointed his finger towards me.

"DON'T YOU DARE COME ANY CLOSER! " I was taking aback and stopped running towards him. I was shaking in fear and shock as I looked at him.

"Baby, why are you sitting there? Please step out, you might hurt yourself" I whispered in a shaky voice that I barely managed to get out, considering I was feeling like someone is strangling me.

"DON'T YOU CALL ME THAT! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME??! WHY ARE YOU RUINING ME LIKE THAT? I HATE YOU KIM TAEHYUNG!! I FUCKING HATE YOU! " he screamed out, sounding out of breath and like he was in the edge of breaking down.

I looked at him confused and hurt, I didn't understand what he was talking about but I didn't care for now, all I wanted him to do is to step out of that window.

"Please calm down baby, I don't understand what you're talking about, please let us figure this out. Step out of there you are scaring the living hell out of me. "

"I told you not to call me that!! Of course you don't understand, how convincing!! You are such a liar!! " he screamed again and it was getting too much for me, I felt so frustrated looking at him in that position that I could break down in any moment.

"Just step out of there first, please, I can explain- " I pleaded while my eyes started brimming with tears, it was the most frightening moment of my life.

"No, you can't!! Get away from me!! I HATE YOU..." He cutted me off.

"... I get it now okay? You don't have to stick around me because you pity me!! I don't want you to play me because you still can't get rid of me!! Just get out of my room right now and LET ME DIE!!" He cried out, rage and sorrow showing in every word he said.

I looked at him as if he was crazy.

"What are you even saying? " I breathed out.

"Play you? Get rid of you? Let you die??? I would rather hang myself than do any of this!! If you jump out of there, I swear to God I will jump right after! "

The moment was so intense, he stared at me with intimidated eyes, and I stared back hoping he will step out of there so I could finally breath again.

But the next words he said shocked me:

"I'll jump then"

He turned the other way pushing himself forward.

I screamed and ran to hold into his back before he could actually jump.

"No no no kookie, don't leave me!! Don't leave me!! I can't live without you!! Don't leave me!!!" I panicked, breaking into tears right afterwards and holding his back tighter.

"I am sorry, I am so sorry for whatever I did wrong, whatever it is it's my fault and I am sorry. I love you, please don't do this to yourself. " I continued sobbing and apologizing, holding him tighter as my whole body was quivering so hard.

He stayed calm for few moments, then he stepped out of the window, I let go so he can stand straight, and as soon as his two feets were on the ground, I pulled him in a hug wrapping my arms around his waist and cried, burying my face in his shirt.

"W-why do y-you do this to me? You almost gave me a heart a-attack. " I whispered between sobs, he didn't hug me back so I pulled away to stare at him.

Hurt was written all over his face before he whispered : "Why are you so good at making this feel so real? Why do you make me feel like you love me while you don't? "

I blinked at him in confusion : "That's because I do love you. What do you even mean with this?!! "

"I know about you and Jimin, don't even try to feed me that 'I love you" bullshit while you're kissing someone right behind my back!! "He raised his voice and I flinched.

What the fuck??

"What?? That never happened!! " I defended myself.

"Oh really? I saw him kissing you! " he said in a shaky voice, he seemed to have a hard time saying that without crying.

"I am sure you saw that wrong!! We never kissed in that way!! "

"No I am pretty sure of what I saw, stop lying"

"I am not lying! You can ask Jimin !"

"Stop lying"

"I'd never do that to you "

"Stop LYING"

"FOR GOSH'S SAKE JUNGKOOK!! JIMIN IS MY FUCKING BROTHER "

Oh shit... Did I just said that out loud ??!!!

I can tell that I did from the shock that was written all over Jungkook's face.

Well... Damn