Bloodbath Of Words

Expectations?

This is a recent one. Like, three or maybe four months old.

I had this sudden urge to write down something. I often feel like this when I'm feeling low or down and writing something, even babbling on the paper cheers up my spirits.

Anyway, enjoy :)

Expectations
A whole lot of expectations
They thought I could do much better
I thought I could do much better
But reality hit hard.
Expectations
They were crumbled
With them, I felt I was crumbled too
But I haven't even hit rock bottom.
There's more to come
I cannot bounce back yet
I cannot lose hope either.
Have I let myself down completely?
Or is it just another step to discover who I could be?
It's not to late to expect further
Expect that I could do better
Or maybe be satisfied with no effort.
It's not wrong to expect
I can always expect to achieve better
But I need to learn to be satisfied if there's enough effort
Expecting my expectations to lead me somewhere
Somewhere where I could be happy
Happy with whatever I do.

Hope you liked it. Feel free to give your feedback~