Step Brothers - j.jk + k.th

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TRIGGER WARNING:

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JUNGKOOK POV:

the car was silent. all I did was look out the window while stealing a few glances from tae here and there. the road was lonely, there were no cars and it was silent. all that could be heard was some quiet music in the background while there was a couple bumps in the road. I looked over to the left of me locking eyes with taehyungs face, observing it all over again like I did when we first met. god I missed him.

"stop staring." he said out of the blue while his eyes were still stuck on the road. I looked down on my lap before words finally slipped out of my mouth.

"I'm sorry taehyung, it was the heat of the moment and I didn't know what I was saying." I said quiet enough so only he can hear.

"yea sure, you know of all the fucking things you could have said you just had to say that. you just had to bring up the fact that our parents are married and that makes us related in some type of fucking way but we aren't by blood. next time just fucking think before you say anything jungkook, if there even will be a next time. you don't learn from your mistakes and you need to understand the situation before you open your goddamn mouth!" taehyung yelled at me. 

a small tear slipped down my cheek as I was trying to hold back the other ones. the car came to a stop right as I was about to sob and I opened the door while running out of the car and into the house. I looked through the window and it was like taehyung didn't even care. he just got out of the car like normal while locking it and slowly coming into the house. 

I turned around and ran upstairs locking myself into the bathroom. I took out the pack of blades I hide under a loose tile in the bathroom and opened it. I turned on the water so that if I yelled of cried taehyung wouldn't hear me, if he even cared anymore. I sat up against the bathtub and slowly glided up my hoodie showing my tan arm. I took the blade and made a clean slice from one side of my arm to the other. I kept on doing this over, and over, and over, and over again until I felt like falling asleep. I set the blade next to me and put my head back up against the tile wall before everything went black and I fell asleep,

not knowing if I would ever wake up again.

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ik, I'm a horrible person ! 

I'm thinking of publishing the new book after this book hits 4k or 5k reads, idk yet but iTS GONNA COME SOON!!!