You continued to stare at Taehyung. It came as a shock to you that you guys were meeting again after 4 years. You came back to reality and smiled towards him. Letting him know that he didn't affect you as much anymore. "Wow, I didn't expect to see you around here." You chuckled lightly. Wanting to get out of the awkward situation you put benji down.
You cleared your throat. "Uhm, I'll get going now. Thank you again." You were about to leave when you felt a hand hold your wrist. You looked at Taehyung confused. "Don't go." Was all he said before embracing you. You froze, unable to move or hug him back. You weren't sure what to do. So you just stayed there, in his embrace, until he let go.
Taehyung stared at you. You made eye contact but then broke it and looked down. Taehyung lifted up your chin and you were forced to once again look at him. "(Y/N).." You noticed tears well up in his eyes. "Taehyung.. please, please don't cry. I am really glad to see you again. But I really have to go.." You said sadly. He nodded his head. "At least let me walk you home." You nodded in agreement and he took ahold of your hand.
You had almost forgotten the feeling of his hand engulfing yours. You just let him hold it and walked towards your house. Benji was happily walking as you explained where you lived. The three of you finally reached your house. Taehyung didn't let your hand go until you were in front of your door.
"Well this is it. Goodnight Taehyung." You unlocked your door and let benji in. "(Y/N) can we talk?" You just stood there. Unable to make eye contact with him. "You.. how are you?" You finally looked up at him. You tried to hold back your tears. You gulped and he spoke again. "I thought it would be impossible for us to meet again. I missed–" You cut him off.
"Taehyung please stop. Maybe we can talk some other time? I'm really tired." He sadly nodded and you closed the door.
•Taehyung• I watched as (Y/N) closed the door. I walked back to the dorm. I barged in. "Hey do you have–" I cut Jin off by giving him what he asked for and went to my room. As soon as I closed the door I broke down and cried.
I'm sorry (Y/N)... For hurting you. I regret letting you go. I really did love you, I still do.
I just cried softly into a Ryan pillow. When I started to sniffle Namjoon walked in. "Taehyung? Why are all the lights off? Are you crying..?" Namjoon turned on the lights. "Hey is that my pillow? Why are you crying?" I just sniffled. "Hyung, I think I'm heart broken.. I think she hates me." Namjoon sat on the corner of my bed. "Well did she say she did?"
"No.. but–" "Well then you don't really know if she hates you." Namjoon explained. "But she didn't want to speak with me. She said she was tired but I think that was a lie." I then continued to explain the situation to him. Namjoon just hummed. "Well she has a right to not want to talk. Listen Taehyung, the most important part in any relationship is communication. She said she would speak with you just not today."
I looked at Namjoon and nodded. "Good, now stop crying. Yoongi is trying to sleep. You should go to sleep as well." He said. "Okay, goodnight Namjoon-hyung." I said and pulled my blanket over my body. "Goodnight." With that Namjoon left the room. I decided I would try and put myself in (Y/N)'s shoes to try and understand her perspective.
Don't think negatively Taehyung.
Was the last thought before I fell into a deep sleep.
•Jin• "Hyung, Taehyung was crying." Namjoon informed me. I looked at him confused. "What? What happened?" Namjoon explained to me everything that had happened while I was cooking dinner. All I could do was nod as I listened intently.
"–so yeah, he saw his ex-girlfriend and he was a mess. I calmed him down, he's sleeping now." I patted Namjoon on the back. "That's good he must have been emotionally exhausted. But if he's ever in distress again tell all of us, don't just try to fix the problem yourself. We all have Taehyung's back." Namjoon nodded and sighed.
"I just hate to see any of you cry. It hurts my heart." Namjoon said as he swayed back and forth on the soles of his feet. "Come here." I motioned him to come in for a hug. He reacted immediately and came to my embrace. "You did well Namjoon, don't feel overwhelmed okay?" I looked at him and he nodded. We both let go and I continued cooking as Namjoon sat there dozing off, deep in thought. ••• Yay another update! Oh my gosh I have two books to write hopefully I can update frequently .
If you weren't aware I made a sequel to Alive. It's called dead! Thank you for reading!
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