Magnus hang his coat up and throws his shoes on the ground. Walking over to the sofa he grabs a drink and quickly sits down. 'I knew seeing Alec was a bad idea.' Mangus thinks as tears build up again.
He wasn't going to cry. Not today. He's done so much crying in the past years it's silly to cry anymore. Over something you know you've lost a long-time ago. Over something you now know you'll never get back.
Seeing Alec with another man, another lover broke Magnus heart if there was anything left to shatter. He's been in so much pain he's sure the only part of his heart that isn't crushed is the small percent he loves for his friends and for what he loves for Alec.
But in reality Magnus is drowning in water. Magnus is so broken and torn apart it'll take forever to stitch back up. He has no energy left to do anything but hold a bottle of whiskey and regret all the years he's been alive.
