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Jihoon been very busy lately. 

He has he's free day today and he was happy to spend it with his boyfriend.

jihoon hasn't been in the dorm in about a week as he was preparing for a new comeback
Of course Soonyoung has come to see him. Bringing him food. Letting jihoon sleep on his Shoulder for a little. But Soonyoung hasn't come in a couple days

he's been a little different when he comes to give the smaller food.

Jihoon walked through the door to see complete chaos. The dorm was messy.

People were running around.

The verkawn couple arguing about somethin which was nothing new.

The jihan couple in the kitchen making food.

Seungcheol was no where to be seen. The rest were sitting in the couch.

They looked worried to say the least

"I'm home!" The smaller yelled.
Everyone simultaneously looked at the him.
Some held their breath.
Some looked away instantly.

Woozi just shrugged it off wanting to see his lover. He walked in to their shared bedroom.

"He..he isn't in here" Woozi thought

Woozi walked out and in the the kitchen to the jihan couple

"Hyung" the younger said
"Yeah?" Jisoo said he looked nervous for some reason. Jeonghan didn't even turn around.

"Where's Soonyoung". No one said anything after that it was quite.  After a while Joshua finally said "he's at the studio"

"How long has he"
Joshua looked at him and sighed "a couple days I guess" he responded back

Jihoon nodded and walked out of the dorm. He wasn't scared that something happened to his baby. He just wanted to see him.

A little later he arrived at the studio panting. How can I be out of shape! I'm a dancer for gods sake he thought.

As soon as he walked in he heard loud music of their newest song. Ohh he's probably making choreography.

Jihoon stepped up to looked through a window to the dance studio.  And saw he's lover, The one he's been waiting all day to see.

He knows he shouldn't bug Soonyoung when he's dancing so he stayed there. He was also curious about the dance. He watch as Soonyoung danced he looked so graceful.

And then Stumbling a bit.

He watched has soonyoung looked lost looking through the mirror at himself.

As the older was looking through the mirror the smaller got a chance to looked at him and he wish he hadn't
He looked skinnier, He's hair was messy. Bags were under his eyes.

He looked drained. 

He was snapped out of this thoughts when he heard a thump. 

He watched Hoshi slide on the ground. Knees to his chest. He was shaking. The music was too loud to hear but you could tell his was crying.

Jihoon couldn't watching his lover suffer anymore. He opened the door to the studio and ran to him. 

Jihoon backhugged him. He felt soonyoung tense. And then calm down. He let go and opened his arms wider.

Soonyoung then spun around and threw his arms around jihoon.  Sobbing even harder.

"Shhhhh baby I'm here everything will be okay"
Hoshi didn't say anything
"Soonyoung what's wrong"
He still didn't say anything

It was a little while later and they have been cuddling. Hoshi stopped crying a few minutes ago. 

So jihoon tried again
"Soonie?" The smaller asked
"Hmm" the taller said
"What was wrong" jihoon said in a worried voice. Of course he was worried. He was genuinely concerned.

Hoshi thought of a minute and then sighed.

Woozi pov
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Jihoon, I don't think I should have the responsibility of performance leader"


I started to open my mouth to Argue with that but he continued

"I just. I was watching Dino freestyle dance earlier with Jun and the8, and they all there so much better then me. Hell jihoonie. I can't even make choreography for the new song. I bet anyone in Seventeen can. Performance leader should be someone else.." He whispered the last part but he sounded so broken so sad.

"Soonyoung. Listen to me, you are the Most talented person I know.  Your dancing is more then amazing.  Sure anyone in seventeen can make dancing but not as creative as you. Soonie I love you and I don't know why you would ever doubt yourself"

I kissed him on the forehead and smiled laying his head on my shoulder

"You need to sleep soonie, we will talk when you wake up"
I felt him nod his head and soon after I could hear his breath slowing.

He was finally sleeping.

"I love you so much soonie" I whispered and soon I feel asleep on his head.

I woke up to see Soonyoung making choreography. I watched him dance to the soft hum. He probably turned down the volume so he didn't wake me up.

He didn't stumble. He danced all the way through the song. I saw him Smiling for the first time today since I saw him. it make me happy.  He looked so graceful.

I sat up and watched him do the dance again. Better then the last time. He looked back at me and I gave him and thumbs up.
He walked over to me and kissed me on the lips. I kissed back.

"I missed this" I heard him say In the kissed.
"I've missed this too soonie" I mumble back. He sits down in front of him and I smile at him.

"You feel better soonie?" I already knew the answer to the question but i just felt like I needed to ask.

"Yes jihoonie. I do feel so much better and i even got the choreography down!" He states happily
"I'm really glad, you got me worried babe. I'm happy i-" and he kissed me. It was short and sweet
"Thank you jihoon. I feel so much better because of you. You know how I don't like to be interrupted during my dance time. But I'm really happy you decided to interrupt me today
I love you"
"I love you too soonie"

Wow 1000 words. I wanted to end it right at 1000 but the author note couldn't make it happen haha Anyways I live for sad Soonyoung fanfictions. Where woozi cheers him up. There are like none out there so I just made one myself I hope you like it because I work super hard on it.
Have a good day!!!
Edit: I've been wheezing at my authors note for 20 minutes why am I dumb
  

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