*woozi pov*
I walked down the corridor to another one.
The floor squeaky clean a hint of orange disinfectant invading my nose. I touched the elevator button. Going up to the 6th floor. I heard a ding and I walked into the small metal room. My fear kicking in.
I took a deep breath and pressed the button to close the door.
Making 4 more stops I finally made it there. I walked down the hallways more. The twist and turning making me wheezy. I felt nothing. Nothing at all. I wanted to turn back. But I knew I couldn't. I turned and saw doctors and nurses. The whole 9 yards.
I took a deep breath and slid open the door. To see him.
Laying there.
The was family crying. But as soon as they saw me they nodded and left me there alone with him.
I didn't feel sad but not happy either. Just numb. "H-Hello" my voice was shaky but no tears came, which surprised me.
i felt hot, like i was gonna burst.
i then felt my eye's water no no please not now i thought.
it was mostly silent with a small sound of a fan next to us on a table. he wasn't awake. i knew that. but i shuffled closer to him and sniffed anyway the tears that did fall.
I just stared him. the numbing feeling taking in my body and soon I felt so empty that I couldn't even tell if this was reality or not anymore.
I looked at him wanting. Wishing. Hoping. He would just move.
But he still laid there. I kissed his forehead and I whispered to him
"I love you, I'll miss you"
I broke
I sobbed
He's family came in and soon I was hugged by the one I love the most. Kwon soonyoung.
As he hugged me I looked over at my dad who died and I could help but sob even more. I put my head in soonyoungs chest and let it all outm the family watching me from afar.
They always knew I was close to my dad. Everyone knew i was his favorite. I loved my dad so much. But other the years he turned bitter. I still loved him.
We got a call that he was dying and I kept hope with the help of soonyoung that he would get better. I don't know why we kept out hope to this day when we knew it wasn't going to get better.
I'll miss him but I have people who love me and will help me get over it.
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Okay so like this is a real experience that happend to me. I was jihoon and my sister was soonyoung. Something's didn't happen like being alone in the room I wouldn't of been able to handle that. And it was my dad it was my grandpa but everything else was real.
Did you guys think it was Soonyoung!? Who died
