Levi's Secret (Yandere! Levi X Reader)

Loving a Monster

Y/N POV

It's been at least two weeks (or at least I think so) since Levi has let me out of the basement. He's even been letting me go back to school but of course he switched his schedule so he could have every class with me. I missed hanging out with my best friends, but they kept asking me what happened and why I wasn't at school or the dance and I kept making an excuse by saying I had strept throat. I didn't want to risk telling them about Levi basically kidnapping me and making me stay with him. Well, he didn't always keep me with him. Last week he put security cameras in my room to see what I was doing at all times. The scariest part about it is that he would watch me sleep at night. I was also terrified of what he would do to my family if I didn't do what he asked. I've been hiding all of the cuts he gave me from my family. Instead of wearing a tank top and shorts to sleep I wore a long sleeved shirt with sweat pants. I couldn't let them find out what was happening either. Every  Friday he would drop me off at my house and wait for me to grab my stuff and say bye to my parents. Today was Friday and I didn't want to go home with him but I knew if I didn't he would either punish me or kill the ones I love. It was the end of the day and we walk towards his car so he could take me home to gather my things. After grabbing everything and saying goodbye to my parents I walk back to his car. It was complete silence in the car until he broke it.

"Hey Y/N?"

".... Yes Levi?"

"I was wondering if this weekend I could show you how much I love you."

Oh god does he want to have sex with me? Or worse, probably even rape me?

"Um........ s-sure."

"Really?"

"Yeah......."

As I walked out of the car he grabbed my waist while opening the door. After barely entering he pushed me to the wall gently and started kissing me. He made his way to my neck and gently biting it, I whimpered at his action. He picked me up by the waist and carried me upstairs to his room. I didn't want to do this with a monster but at least I wouldn't have anymore wounds on my arms and legs. He layed me on the bed and started removing my clothes. I can't believe he wanted to do this when my body wasn't the way it was anymore. He removed his clothes as well which made me blush a little bit but I was disgusted that I was. He started kissing me again and started tracing my body. I shivered at his cold touch and wanted to stop but I knew he would probably get mad and think about raping me instead. He took out two fingers and brought them to my mouth.

"Suck."

I took the fingers and covered them in saliva. He pushed one finger inside of me causing me to gasp at the pain. He started slowly pushing another finger inside and I felt slight tears at the corner of my eyes. He soon inserted a third finger inside me. I couldn't take the pain anymore, I wanted to stop. He soon took out his fingers and rammed into me.

"A-ahh!"

"Y/N~."

"Levi, please be gentle!"

"I'm sorry it's just you don't know how long I've wanted this."

I felt disgusted that I was actually doing this. He started thrusting into me slowly but roughly. I mostly felt pain but I also felt a little bit of pleasure.

"Ahh~."

"Say my name Y/N."

"L-levi."

He bit my neck softly which made me whimper a little.

"A-ahh Levi ~."

"Y/N~."

After a few more minutes he soon started panting hard.

"Ahh shit Y-Y/N I'm coming ~."

Fuck please don't come inside, please, please, please  don't.

Thankfully he didn't come inside of me, instead he came on the bedsheets. Afterwards he didn't seem tired and soon entered me again. After a few thrusts in my prostate I soon came after.

"Ahh l-levi ~."

I can't believe I just moaned his name. This is disgusting.

After laying down on the bed he carried me to the shower and washed my body. We soon went to bed afterwards.

Congratulations you are now officially a slut for him, maybe he'll start calling you his little hoe and bitch. Soon you'll be calling him master too.

"Shut up." I whispered

What? It's not my fault you decided to have sex with him. To have sex with the one you call a monster. I mean you could have rejected him but you decided to let your feelings decide for you.

"I said shut up."

Fine, have it your way but what will you do once your family finds out you lost your virginity at the age of 17? They'll think you're a disgrace.

"I SAID SHUT UP!"

"Y/N?"

"Huh? Oh sorry I just... had a nightmare that's all."

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah."

"Was there anybody specific in that nightmare?"

"No it's ok."

"Ok, well tell me if you have that nightmare again and who's in it."

"U-uh ok."

What's wrong? Is someone too afraid to face their own demons?

"Just shut up and leave me alone."

Fine I'll leave you alone, but when he starts acting his crazy self and kills people don't come to us for help.

"Us? What does that mean?"

Silence

"Hey, hey where did you go?"

Silence

"Ugh."

Thank you guys for reading this new chapter and I hope you're enjoying this fan fiction!