Secrets-EXO Luhan

Chapter 18 - Luhan P.O.V.

This morning I was of to an interview to try and clear things up about Me and Su-Hyun. She said she woukd be staying at home today as she was ill but I was still worried. Hate on her was getting a lot harder for her as she has begun to recieve death threats. Why are the fans doing this to this girl, the girl who I think might be the love of my life?

Finishing up the interview, I had told them everything about us not being a couple but I doubt they will use any of it. My manager came to collect me. Putting on my sunglasses we rushed I out the door and to the vehicle.  Paparazzi were there taking pictures and asking questions, I answered none.

By the time, we got to school it was after lunch so I couldn't go check on Su-Hyun.
I just hoped the rest of the day went by so quick.

My prayers were answered and my afternoon classes went by fast. I grabbed my backpack and slung it over my right shoulder, rushing up to my room. I tried pushing open the door but it was locked. Weird! I'm sure i didn't lock it this morning. I got my keys and stuck them in the lock and turned it while pushing the door open.

I looked around as i closed the door, Su-Hyun wasn't on the ground floor. I walked to the bathroom to see if she had passed out again and wasn't able to reach her pills. Nothing in the bathroom, but i looked into her cupboard to see if the pills were there. Nothing. That is when i started to worry. Her pills aren't here, is she even here?

I ran around the dorm's ground floor looking for her and then hesitantly took my first step up the stairs. What is she is not up here? She'll be gone! My whole world gone! Continuing up the stairs worriedly, I looked over the space nothing. Most thing's gone. On her bed was a piece of paper.

It read:

Hey Luhan,                                                                                                                                                             By the time you would have read this I'll be long gone. I couldn't take it anymore and it's probably best for everyone that i have gone. Especially you. They say if you love someone let them go, that is what i have done. Please don't come after me, I want you to live your life as if i had never been there. Become the star that i know you can become but only with me not there.                              Love Su-Hyun

I tear of mine dropped onto the paper. She was gone! I might never see her again. Running downstairs and swiped my hand across my desk sending everything flying. I fell to my knees with tears streaming. It hurt so much in my chest, like my heart just couldn't be bothered. Sehun, Xiumin and Chen came running in after hearing the loud crash on the floor.

They looked shocked at first but then came to help me up. My hands were cut and bleeding. I told them everything, Xiumin and Chen was shocked but Sehun wasn't. After asking why he wasn't surprised, he sent the other two to go to te nurse and get bandages.

As the door closed he spilled everything, From her saying she was leaving to her saying she loved me and driving off. I was enraged about how he didn't tell me but I was happy that she loved me however it was a bit late. I got my hands bandaged and slpet straight away only to be woken my a nightmare about her and everytime I went to sleep it would happen again.

She was gone and there was nothing i could do.