Why can't it be me?

Chapter 4

Recap of chapter 3

"Do you love him?"

That line just replayed in my mind until I fell asleep. Was I really in love with you, Jackson? Do I sound like I'm in love with you?

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{Y/n point of view}

Its been a few days since that incident occurred and we still haven't talked to each other. Whenever I tried to talk to you, your girlfriend would show up, so it always ended with me stomping off to my next class.

I mean even though it was one of our biggest fights we ever had, I thought that you would come to me and apologize like you always do... But this time you didn't... I wonder why... That's why I tried talking to you, but you wouldn't even glance at me...

It's okay. I'll wait for you Jackson, but don't make me wait too long...

{Jackson point of view}

It's been a few days since we had our big fight, but honestly I couldn't care less. That day I saw my brother and Y/n hugging each other and smiling at one another... After that fight could you even smile?! And even though you did, why did it have to be with my brother! I put my hand through my hair in frustration. Bang!

"Mr. Jackson, I suppose you wouldn't mind telling us why you look so frustrated?" Mrs. Sorting asked.

"Nope. I'm sorry ma'am." I said. She got back to her lesson, but that didn't mean I was also there listening to her. I was thinking about that day, when I came back from my date with Jennie and my brother was in the dining room with a glass of water.

Flashback*

I walked into the dining room and started to glare at my brother remembering the image of Y/n and him together. I was about to walk away but I suddenly hear him say, " Why did you do it?"

"Excuse me?" I said a bit frustrated.

" You heard me fine brother. Now answer my question... Why did you do it?" He asked firmly.

I smirked and said, " Why else. To have fun! It's fun to see her hurt like that."

I don't even know who is talking anymore my ego or my cold self talking. Whichever on it is, I don't like it at all. How could I say things like that about Y/n! Then all of a sudden my brother through a punch at my face.

" Bro, what the heck is wrong with you?!" I yelled out of pain.

" I think I have to ask that to you not the other way around!" He said and walked out of the dining room into his room.

I sighed and walk toward my room. My brother was right, what is wrong with me?! How could I treat a person that was by my side for two years like that... Pushing them away and hurting them in the end. I thought about it until I fell asleep.

Flashback ends*

{still Jackson point of view}

Ring! The bell rings and I'm about to exit the classroom, but someone grabbed my wrist... I turned around and it was...

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