Why can't it be me?

Chapter 8

Recap of chapter 7

I've now given up all hope on you Jackson... On us... I'm now ready to move on from you... But to do that I need to be far away from you... I want to, no scratch that... I NEED TO GET OVER YOU. I need to get as far away from you as possible... Being in the same country is too close to you Jackson... If your in Korea, I'll go to America....

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[Three days after the incident]

{Justin point of view}

Why isn't Y/n coming? Should I try to call her? But what if she is doing something important? I don't want to disturb her....

"Hyung... Are you okay? You have been looking at your phone for quite sometime now..." Jackson asked worriedly.

"Huh? Oh. No... Its just... Have you heard from Y/n? I mean she was the one who brought me here... So I thought she would be here until I wake up..." I said as a tear rolled down my cheek.

"What??? Um.. no... Why do you care anyways? She is my friend..." Jackson said getting annoyed.

"Oh because friends hurt each other right?" I said as a smirked. How dare he think Y/n is still his friend! Does he even know that he hurt her badly? Does he know the reason I'm in here is because of him?

"Well at least I wasn't the one who did this to you!" He said raising his voice.

"Where did you get that idea!" I responded.

"Y/-" He said, but immediately shut his mouth.

"Y/n? Y/n?! She was here?! You met her? What happened?! Are you the reason she isn't here and she isn't contacting me?!" I started to cry hard. Can't he see the reason I actually want to live is because Y/n is in my life?!

"HA! What are you saying! She left on her own! On her own free will I tell you! Anyways why are you so worried about her?! She is the one who did this to you!" He scoffed.

I started to laugh like a maniac. "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE THAT SHE WAS THE ONE WHO DID THIS TO ME?! OKAY, FINE LETS JUST SAY SHE DID DO THIS TO ME... BUT WHAT ABOUT WHAT YOU DID TO HER?! DOES THAT MATTER?! DO YOU EVEN REALIZE THAT YOU MADE THIS MESS?! IF YOU DIDN'T BREAK HER HEART SHE WOULDN'T HAVE SPUN OUT OF CONTROL!" I screamed. I didn't know why my brother even cared about Y/n and me anymore. Wasn't Jennie enough for him?! Can't he just leave us alone? Why does he have to come back and pretend to be worried about me?! Pretend that nothing is wrong with him and Y/n! Why?! Why?!

{Jackson point of view}

I stood there speechless. I didn't know what to say or what to do anymore... What does he mean by what I did to her? What did I do to her? I mean yeah I slapped her, but that was because she was badmouthing my girlfriend... If your own best friend said something about the love of your life would you just stand there and let her talk trash about them?! No! I wouldn't!

"WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT JUSTIN! ALL I DID WAS SLAP HER, I DIDN-" I yelled back until he cut me off.

"YOU WHAT! YOU SLAPPED HER?! ARE YOU F*CKING KIDDING ME?! ARE TOU CRAZY?! WHO THE HELL ARE TOU TO DO THAT TO HER!" Justin screamed.

"HA! SO WHAT IF I DID?! WHATS IT TO YOU?! ANYWAYS SHE IS JUST ANOTHER GIRL! WHY DO YOU CARE IF I TREAT HER LIKE THAT?!"

SLAP!

That's when I realized that my own brother just slapped me on the face... Tears started to drop from my eyes. I didn't know what I was supposed to say or do at that moment. I was shocked... Then I heard the door shut with a loud bang. I couldn't see the person who was there because they left while slamming the door, but at that moment I didn't care. My own brother just slapped me, so why should I care if someone just came in for a second... I just hold my cheek, still not believing that he slapped me.

"YOU ARE NOT MY BROTHER! I DON'T KNOW YOU AND YOU DON'T KNOW ME!... HOW COULD YOU SAY THAT SO COMFORTABLY! DOES Y/N REALLY MEAN NOTHING TO YOU?!" He screamed with tears running down his cheeks.

"FINE! WHO SAID I WANTED TO BE YOUR BROTHER ANYWAYS! AND Y/N?! YEAH, SHE REALLY DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING TO ME! WHY WOULD SHE?! I JUST KEPT HER BY MY SIDE JUST FOR SHOW!" I didn't know what I was saying at this point. I was so mad that my own brother would slap me. MY OWN BROTHER!

SLAP!

"GET OUT! RIGHT NOW! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU RIGHT NOW!" He yelled, so I just stomped out and found out Jennie has been calling and texting me for the past few days.

She wants to break up?! What?! Just because I didn't answer her calls for a few days she thinks that she could say that to me?! After all that I have done for her?! But honestly I didn't care right now... I just thought about what just happened. If I just didn't say those things about Y/n, then maybe this situation wouldn't have turned out like this. I didn't even mean what I said back there... I just said it because I was mad at my brother, not that I actually mean that I don't care about Y/n... She is everything to me... My everything...

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