Part One ~ "Victim"

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People are always thinking that you play "Victim."
Other way around.

Imagine you are in his life.
You have been in this persons life for about eight months now.
You see each other most days at school. Same class.
Nothing but bad things were happening in your life.
His life is perfect.
You pay each other out a bit but don't take them to personally.
It's basically all a big joke.
Well it was until he started playing.
He likes playing games.
He had a few relationship problems but nothing to severe.
He was desperate.
Moody.
It was starting to get on people's nerves.
He makes people sick of their own lives. Sick of themselves. Suicidal thoughts. Etc.
When he is happy everything is. Fine.
When he is mad everything turns to war.

Imagine being in war.
Gunshots.
Crying.
Regret.
Open wounds.

That's what it's like to be on the bad side on him.
If nothing goes his way, he blames.
Your either best friends with him or your strangers.
Getting his attention is like talking to a long cold brick wall.
He has a good side and a bad side.
But you never know which one your dealing with.
He will be there for you one day...
And the next day he will be the one your running from.
No feeling. No hope. No thoughts.
You feel empty.
Everyday you drown in your thoughts. His friends laugh at you.
No one knows what your going through every day of your life.

But remember, YOU'RE playing "VICTIM".

Doesn't work like that.
Actually "HE" is playing "VICTIM"

One wins. One loses.

That's just how games work.

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