So Maybe I Care

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Since school started I've been so bad at updating, I didn't expect it to br this bad. I don't go on wattpad much but when I do I'll try to get something out, although I have 6-7 dance classes and all honors classes that give a lot of homework and I just never find time to be here so I'm sorry.

Oh and I forgot to give an IDEA of what James looked like two chapters ago😂 here:

Oh and I forgot to give an IDEA of what James looked like two chapters ago😂 here:

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Something like that I guess 🤷🏻‍♀️

Phil's POV

I don't understand what I did wrong.
We were getting better and Dan seemed pretty happy around me, unless was it all a lie? I didn't even question it much before, I could've helped him if something was wrong. But yet again he seemed fine before he left earlier.

Dan's POV

"Dude, everyone thinks I'm a suicidal murderer or something, I can't just 'make friends,'" Pj and I have been talking for a few hours now. Time flew by, its now two in the morning.

"Kyle's a buttcheek, and so is everyone else for believing stuff like that."

"You believed it."

"And now I don't, so therefor, not a buttcheek." He rolls off the couch, which reminds me of Phil. I miss him.
No I don't, I don't need him. I don't need anyone... I've come this far with no one but my family, so I can keep going like that.

He stands, using the black stained coffee table for support. "You want tea? I'm still wide awake."

"Yeah, thanks."

Phil's POV

"Hey, Phil?"

"Yeah?" I mumble, not lifting my gaze from the ground. Songs keep repeating in my head, but staring at the ground, barely blinking, probably looks really creepy to James.

Dan and I listen to sad songs together and sometimes just get all emotional, but other times when we're in a goofy mood we reenact dramatic scenes in the song, stuff like that. I miss doing that... and I miss him.
Once and a while I find myself smiling, just thinking about him.
It's only been a few hours, I need to pull myself together.

"You okay?" He uses his index finger to lift my chin, then he tilts his head to the side. I can't tell if he's going to kiss me again or if he's confused.

I pull my face away lightly, "I'm fine." I try to sound nonchalant.

"If you don't mind me asking, where's Dan?" He bites his lip holding back what I think is a smile or smirk.

"I don't know... but I do know it's somewhere with Pj." I sigh and rub my temples, I'm starting to get a migraine.

"You think they're... together?"

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 25, 2017 ⏰

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