Max had to go home because my parents wouldn't let him spend the night in my
house, and it was also school tomorrow. I started to think about Em... I cried
myself to sleep
The next day
I fixed myself and ran away to the bus, I was just in time and sat down in
the front next to the busdriver. I started to listen to some Marilyn Manson. I
looked out through the window and heard Mechanical animals. I started to sing
very silently, thinking of me and Max when we sang together. I closed my eyes
and could almost imagine he was there. The bus stopped and most of us got out. I
felt a pat on my shoulder and turned around. It was a girl who was silent most
of the time.
-Just wanted to say you have a great voice, whispered she.</P>
-Thanks.. smiled I.
She smiled back and hurried away to a lession and I went to my class too. The day was horrible, but I managed to survive it. After I had quit I decided to go visit Em at the hospital. I called mom and she promised to come and pick me up. I was still in my classroom, and it was only me there. I got a text from Max.
//I wasn't joking about you singing you know. I'm not going to force you to do anything, I will come and play with you if you want <3//
Me; "aaw"
I smiled and replied him that I would do that. I heard a voice.
-Jen, are you still here?
It was my teacher. I got up.
-Yeah, because I wanted to sing! said I.
-You mean on the Songbird-day? said my teacher.
That was a ridiculous name! But I recognized the name and I nodded. She seemed to be very surprised. Probably because I didn't talk so much.
-Uhm... What are you singing then? said she. Do you need any comp?
-I have my own guitarrist so I don't think so, smiled I.
-That is... good I guess... I'll write you in then, said she.
She went away and I laughed a little. My phone rang, it was mom. She was outside waiting. I told her the news and then I walked out. It was so silent when only I was here. But then I heard something and I stopped. I looked around suspiciously. I couldn't see anyone. I started to walk a little faster. In the hallway my was was blocked. I looked at the people being in my way. It was a girl and two guys. Rumors were going on about them, they were kind of the popular kids.
-Going somewhere, ugly bitch? said the girl.
-I am, can I just pass? said I.
-Try it! said one of the guys and they laughed.
I started walking but the guy pushed me and I fell. I had to admit, I had a bad balance. I tried to get up, but the girl kicked me in my stomach. They laughed but the voice of my mom made them turn around and stare.
-WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING TO MY GIRL?
They ran away and mom sat down beside me.
-Honey, are you okay? said she.
-Yes, whispered I. Just take me to see Em.
She hugged me and I got up. We got out to the car and then she drove me to the hospital. I remembered where Em was and I ran there. I got down on me kneed beside her and rested my arms on the edge of the bed. She looked like she was just sleeping.
-Em... If you can hear me... I wish you were here! said I. I miss you so much I don't know what I'm going to do if you never wake up!! PLEASE.
I started to crying.
-Hey...
I turned around and I saw Ronnie.
Ronnie's p.o.v
-YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE HERE THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!! yelled Jen.
-I know, said I. Please let me explain, Max doesn't even talk to me anymore!
-I don't care, go away! said she. GO!! NEVER SHOW YOUR UGLY FACE ANYWHERE NEAR TO US!
I started to cry.
-I know that I don't deserve forgiveness, but isn't it up to Em to decide that? said I.
-Thanks to you, she might not be able to do that! said she. Do it for her. Just leave, ok?
-I'm so sorry, said I. If I could just do anything about it... I feel really bad about it... I wish it was be laying there in a coma instead! It should be me!
Jen looked at me for a couple of minutes, she seemed to soften a bit when she saw how sad I was. She nod.
-Come in then, said she. Tell me about it.
I went in and sat down beside her on the floor, and she looked at me. I started talking.
-I had a girlfriend, but I didn't wanted to tell you guys because I really liked Em. And I got her number, we texted each other. I found out where she lives and that was when me and Max came and visited you, because Em told me you were watching a movie and Max said we had to go there... She followed me out, we talked a little and then I kissed her. The day after me and my girlfriend went to Tiffany's to eat, and I got a text from Max that you were coming there, I said I would come too, so he didn't even knew about that I was there already. I didn't even told him I liked Em so he had really no idea of what was going on. But then my girlfriend never left, you guys came, and Em saw me with the other girl... I didn't even think she would care! I mean I didn't knew she liked me...
-You kissed her, said Jen. She would've been upset with you if she didn't liked you!
-I'm stupid, I know, said I. Please try to understand. I'm a dumbass and a fool but I never meant for her to run out in front of a car...
-I know you didn't mean that.
Jen got up and I looked at her. She started to walk away but I notice she walked strangely.
-What happened to you? said I.
-I got kicked in my stomach, said Jen silently. Don't tell Max.
She went away. I knew I had to talk to Max. I looked at Em. She seemed to be sleeping. I took her hand and held it for a little while, tears dripped down on her bed. I sat there until a nurse came in and told me that I had to leave.
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Max Green lovestory
FanfictionJen and Em is outcasts, and best friends. Jen is bullied and has been for a very long time, Em has been trough a lot in her life, things she don't want to talk about. She is also a satanist. The story starts one day when Jen sees Max. They soon beco...