Mistakes~diza

T H R E E

Liza's POV:

I rush out jump into my car, and drive as fast as I can to where the party was held. Kian and JC's house. It usually takes 15-20 minutes to get there but the way I'm driving i will probably be there in under 10 minutes, at least I hope.

Once I arrive at the house, I run out my car the engine still going. But I don't care that is the least of my worries. I bang on the door, no answer.
'Please be in' I think to myself.
I try knocking again. Still no answer. Just as I am about to go back into my car and drown my sorrows with a Ben and Jerry's ice cream, Kian opens the door with a huge grin on my face.

I don't hesitate to run in. Grabbing Kian's hand as I do so.
'Sit down now' I yell as JC appears round the corner. 'Both of you'
'Liza what brings you here?' JC questions.
'No time for questions! I need the list of guests who were at your house party last night' I exclaim.
'What why?' Kian says worried.
'I was obviously at the party and I got so drunk had a one night stand and now I'm pregnant and i need to know who the father is. Now do you have the list?' I say barely catching my breath.
'Wow, I wasn't expecting that. Yes we do have the list... it's on my phone. I will screenshot t and send it to you' Kian says grabbing his iPhone and opening the notes app.
'Okay thank you that was all I needed! One more question though' I say.
'Yeah what is it?' JC asks.
'Did you happen to see who I was with that night?' I ask with a scared look on my face. 'I know what he looks like I just don't know his name.'
'No I'm sorry we didn't. What did he look like?' Kian questions.
'He was about 20-21 I think, he was quite pale had blackish hair maybe dark brown' I say describing exactly what I remember.
'Hmmm it could of been anyone Liza there was a lot of people at the party... but anyway I've sent you the list of people with as many addresses as I remember' Kian states.
'Okay thank you I appreciate it' I say hugging them and saying my goodbyes.

Once I leave the house I make it my mission to go to everyone of these addresses and find him. How could i be so careless. I told myself I wasn't going to have unprotected sex ever again especially after what happened with Jake.

*flashback to when Liza was 19 and dating Jake Appleby*

I was in a happy loving relationship with Jake, he was so sweet but everything took a turn for the worse when I got into drugs, I became a drug addict and I was also an alcoholic. I would drink morning to night, I wouldn't stop. Then one night it was just me and Jake and I did love him we hadn't had sex yet at this point as it was only about 3 month in and I was still a virgin; I know a virgin at 19 but I was waiting for the right person and that right person was Jake. He was gorgeous he treat me right and I loved him so much. So anyway back to the night everything turned upside down... I wasn't drunk or high surprisingly. Jake and I were watching a movie, fast and furious to be exact. Not my choice but I didn't care whatever Jake liked I liked. So it was half way through the movie and Jake started getting very touchy I didn't mind, it was a bit awkward at first but I got more comfortable after a while. I'm not going into any details of what happened but we started making out and then Jake started taking my clothes off. I wasn't ready. I knew Jake was the one but I didn't want it to happen like that, I told Jake no but he wouldn't take no for an answer. He grabbed my wrist and I remember his exact words.
'We are going to do this. I don't care if your not ready, we are having sex NOW!'
I didn't dare answer back at that point I was too scared, I should of done something but I was so scared he would hurt me or even worse kill me... I know drama queen but I was terrified for my life. So basically he tied me up so I couldn't move and he also but duck tape over my mouth and he started having sex with me. Yes I was raped and that is why I haven't been with anyone since 19. I of course got pregnant after that situation happened, I didn't know what to do I was against abortion but I didn't want to keep this child every time I would look at him/her it would remind me of that day. So I decided to abort it... that is why i need to find this man, I need to know I wasn't raped. I need to know who he is. And fast.

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