Mistakes~diza

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Liza's POV;

I woke up with the worst headache ever, my eyes were puffy from all the crying I had done. How was I in bed, I remember falling asleep in David's arms. He must of carried me to my bed, I grabbed my phone to see if David had text me. No messages, no phone calls. Nothing. I threw my phone off the floor, I was angry with my self that i was so weak in front of David. He must think I'm not strong enough to take care of my self. I turned over to see a note on the pillow next to me, it read

Dear Liza,

I didn't want to wake you, you looked so peaceful. Call me as soon as you wake you up. I am so sorry about our baby! I didn't know what to do or say. I am a coward. I loved hanging out today maybe next time it could be a date.

David.

I was so angry, I ripped the note! I didn't want David to see me ever again. Another reason I was so angry with my self was because I like David so much and I lied to him. I lied straight to his beautiful face. He will hate me if he finds out, I didn't lose the baby. I'm having an abortion. I just didn't want a baby yet, also I didn't want the baby to grow up without a father. David might not even feel the same way that I feel about him. He probably just felt sorry for me. I can't ever look him in the face again. I'm never talking to him or seeing him again.

*a couple days had passed*

I haven't left my apartment since David had came over, I had, had endless missed calls from him. Texts. Voicemails. He even came over one time but I didn't answer the door. His life is better off without me.
I am a pathetic excuse of a human being. The words 'I am having an abortion' kept spinning around in my mind. I honestly hate my self so much.

I couldn't sit in this apartment any longer, I had wore the same set of sweats for three days now; I needed to get out, plus I need groceries.

I grabbed my usual casual outfit, black jeans, black t-shirt, black vans. Tied my hair up into a bun and left the house. I got into my car and drove to target, hoping and praying no one I knew would be there especially not David.

Once I arrived at Target. I sat in my car for a while writing a list of what I needed, I like doing that it makes me feel more organised. I wrote my list and jumped out the car and strolled into Target, I forgot what it was like to see so many people.

I grabbed a cart and pushed it up the aisles, chucking everything I needed in. I walked up the fruit and vegetables aisle. And that was when I saw him. David standing there with two of his friends. I pushed my cart so quickly down the other aisle that I nearly tripped over my own feet. I decided I would pay for my things and put them in my car and then come back and see if they say anything about me.

I done that as quickly as possible hoping not to miss them. I ran back into target. Looking down every aisle to see if I could find him. Once I found him, I put the hood of my coat up and turned the other way making sure to watch if they move down the other aisle.

'I really want these, but I've just been pudding it off for so long' David said picking up a pack of chocolate pudding and showing it to his friends. Him and his friends were in hysterics. I just stood there shaking my head.

'So, have you heard from that chick. What was her name? Liza?' A man said with a cigarette lighter sticking out his pocket.
'No, I've tried calling her texting her, I've left her voicemail after voicemails. But I've heard nothing back. I really like her but I don't know if she feels the same.' He said to his friends, sighing. He looked really upset I couldn't help but cry. I needed to say something.

I acted natural, as if I haven't been standing there the whole time. I turned around took my hood down and the only words I could get out were
'Hi David' I said looking down.
He turned around quicker than you could same chipotle.
He just stood there looking at me. He couldn't even say anything. I knew he hated me.

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