His weakness

Matual feelings

Alice's POV'
As I enter to the house I close the door as fast as I could I then leaned trying to get air to my lungs, did that really happen did he just kissed me and what was I thinking instead of pushing him away I kissed him back and I honestly like him kissing me.

My brain was telling me to push him away but my heart and my body crave for him, god why is this happening to me I can't fall in love with no one if Montez finds me, he will hurt that person and I don't want no one else getting hurt because of me I don't think I can take to lose someone else I just can't. I thought of it in frustration as I ran my fingers through my hair.

"Hey are you okay? How did it go? Alexa asked."

It was nice, nothing special you know! I assure her.

Oh come on Alice, I know you, so now tell me how was it and what happened? "because from your frustration look." I know something happen. She spoke with a serious face.

Oh sometimes I hate that you know me so well, I replied with even more frustration look.
He took us to this restaurant, pretty amazing restaurants honestly, but anyways we actually had an amazing time.
We talk about almost everything it was actually if we knew each other from long time even though he has his little arrogance personality.

After that we head back home since we have to work tomorrow morning. He was a real gentleman he understood and we left the restaurant and well that's it. "I reply hopping she won't make any more questions."

"Mmm why is that I feel that's something happen more then just a good talk." Come on Alice, are you sure that's all it happens?. She asked!

No nothing more happening we just eat talk and came back. I said trying avoiding her.

"Yeah so that's what you keep telling me"! So the kiss that y'all guys share, Mmm I don't know so maybe that didn't happen huh?? She spoke with a serious and frustrated face and with a raised eyebrow.

"Huh What? What are you talking about we didn't kiss!."

"Yeah sure you didn't", So well apparently my eyes are playing tricks on me? I could swear I saw you two kissed, well it seems I'm crazy then. She commented with frustration.
"I turn to face her with shame, how can I lie to her she's my best friend", honestly she's even more then a best friend she is my cousin who I love like a sister.

I'm sorry Alexa, I'm really sorry! It's just that I don't want to make this something that it could never happen. An Yes we did kiss and honestly I loved kissing him, but what happened tonight can't never happen again.
You know that why I came here, I can't mix feelings if I want to be save and at the same time I'm keeping him or anybody else safe, "I can't lose no one else in hands of that monster of Montez". I yelled! with anger as I remember how that monster took them away from me.

"Oh Alice please don't think that way, you can't denied your self to fall in love".
"You have to give yourself an opportunity to love and be love and who know maybe he is the one for you".

An about Montez forget about that man hopefully with gods help he will never find you, "but for now Alice open yourself to new opportunities and open your heart". She said while she took my hands with her making me feel save.

"May be you are right Alexa and maybe I'm not going to say I did but maybe I did like him kissing me!, but I mean have you ever tried an search on the internet about him?" You'll be surprised what you find about him.

"He's actually a ladies man, every girl basically throws themselves at him and looks like he's such a nice man that he never says no." I answered bitterly.

"Well, can you blame the guy?" I mean by simply looking at it, Its a complete package that every woman wants in this world. "He has manners, he is respectful and respected, and he is an angel of paradise, I mean just looking at his perfectly made face." She commented with a smirk on her face.

Oh, Alexa, please, let's leave this conversation, we have to work very early, so we need to get some rest. We will see what happens later if the future wants to see us together the future will decide later, I answered with the hope that she left the conversation aside and luckily she did, now the only thing that could not let me sleep was how am i suppose to face Angel after what happened today.