Seven Heavenly Virtues- BakuDeku

patience is a virtue (that izuku midoriya practices daily)

Kacchan, despite not really possessing any for himself, requires a lot of patience. Izuku is used to that by now, after knowing him for this long. He knows that it takes a lot of patience, but he likes to think that he possesses plenty, and he, of all people, can handle the task. It requires patience to put up with Katsuki, and it requires patience to wait, but he's been able to wait so far, and he can wait as long as it takes.

It's not as if there's been no progres. In fact, there's been a lot of progress, in a lot of ways, but very little in other ways. There's been just enough progress to let Izuku know that they're getting somewhere , even if Katsuki is content with getting plenty of other places in the meantime. He has the patience to wait forever, if he has to, and in the meantime, he doesn't mind the sort of progress that the two of them have made.

That is to say, he doesn't mind the way Katsuki will grab him when they're alone together, pushing him against a wall and burying his face against his neck, biting and kissing and making noises that strike a strange balance between intimidating and pathetic , that can't be described as anything other than needy. He doesn't mind that Katsuki hasn't been able to put his feelings into words, not in the way he puts them into action, and he doesn't mind that he claims it's all meaningless, because he can be patient.

There's going to come a day when he isn't able to deny the obvious anymore, and Izuku can be patient until then.

Sometimes it hurts a little bit, the way Katsuki digs his fingers into Izuku's shoulders, holding onto him and holding him in place so tight that it's almost as if he's afraid to let go. Not that he would ever admit to that being the case, mind you. It hurts, but not unbearably so; in fact, the familiarity of it is almost comforting, and Izuku knows his whimpers are nothing but pathetic, but he can't bring himself to care or try to restrain himself.

One of Katsuki's hands drops while he's kissing his neck, and he starts tearing Izuku out of his clothes. They've never been left damaged by this before, but he's always a little bit nervous when he feels the hurried way Katsuki undresses him. Soon, he's using both hands, completely focused on his goal, and he comes back up to kiss down Izuku's chest next, nipping from time to time, working his way back down until...

Tangling his fingers in Katsuki's hair, Izuku tips his head back, completely helpless once Katsuki wraps his lips around his cock. He trembles in pleasure, his legs going weak beneath him for a moment, before he's able to regain his composure. And that's before Katsuki really gets to work, drawing him deeper and deeper. At first, he always pushed himself too far and gagged himself, because he does everything as if he has something to prove, but now there isn't much that he can't handle.

When they're like this, Izuku doesn't even have the chance to think about what could be, or what he's waiting so patiently for. Like this, he's too overwhelmed to think about anything other than this, and like this, Izuku is impatient , his desire, his need so overpowering that he can think of nothing else. Katsuki can be a tease, flicking his tongue over his tip, drawing needier and needier moans from Izuku.

He never pictured himself as someone to pull her, but when he has Katsuki sucking him off, he can't help himself. With his hand balled into a fist, he can't help but tug at the other boy's blonde hair, until suddenly, Katsuki stops resisting and he's free to move his head however he pleases. And that is how Izuku finds himself fucking Katsuki's face, so driven by his impatience that he temporarily gains control.

No matter how unspoken it may be, it's times like these that remind Izuku that his patience is worth it. Katsuki would not allow himself to appear this vulnerable, nor would he give up control so easily, not even to Izuku...up until recently. The fact that things are changing like this for them can only mean that he does return Izuku's feelings. He just has to wait for Katsuki to be ready to admit that to him.

Until then, he's left holding Katsuki's head just the right way for him to thrust in and out of his mouth, never pushing it far enough to potentially gag him, never losing himself to pleasure so much that he forgets Katsuki in the process. Even if it feels one sided, this is still very much about the both of them, and once it's over for him, he'll want to take care of Katsuki, who will be adorably flustered- and he'd kill Izuku if he actually heard him say something like that- and a little bit irritated, and altogether unwilling to admit that he needs it.

But he does and he will, and when Izuku imagines what sorts of things he can do for the other boy, who is not quite his lover yet, his breath hitches in his throat and he can barely find his voice to say, "Kacchan, that's enough, I'm..."

Katsuki looks up at him with one eye open, scowling and stubbornly sucking even when Izuku lets go of him and stops thrusting into his mouth. He always complains about this part later, yet every time Izuku tries to pull back, he gives him this look , like he's trying to say, "Don't you fucking dare ."

Izuku has no choice, and can't hold back for anything, not like this.

And Katsuki swallows, making a face as he pulls back, but as much as he may complain about it, it was all at his insistence. Maybe there's a part of him that likes some aspect of it, but that's yet another thing Izuku will have to wait for him to be able to admit. Or maybe he's just doing it because he does everything like he's got something to prove, and this arrangement is no different.

"So, what do you want to do next?" he asks, even though he already knows the response he's going to get.

"As if I fucking care," Katsuki replies. "I'm sure you've got something in mind, so just get on with it. I don't care what it is, as long as I get off, remember?"

"Right, Kacchan. Sorry, I forgot," he says with a teasing smile, and he's met with a glare, daring him to tease further.

It's going to take some time for them to progress past this point, but the fact that they've made any progress at all means something, and Izuku doesn't mind being patient for a bit longer. If he's being completely honest, Izuku thinks that he wouldn't mind to be patient forever, and that, if it's for Katsuki, he could certainly wait that long.