~lexi~
Today is Monday,one of the only days I'm actually allowed to leave this building. Even though I get to leave it's not to do anything fun, I have a hospital appointment to 'review my situation'. Yay, I'm just hoping they will let me go back to school that's all I care about right now. I just want to see my friends.
It's 9:30am and I'm sat at the bottom of the stairs waiting for Claire my social worker. She's late as always I honestly don't know how she still has her job she's never on time.
15 minutes later and she's here only 45 minutes late that's a record for her. I walk out the door finally and down to her car. I jump in before sitting down & buckling up.
"Sorry I'm late I was held up with a phone call but we will talk about that later. We need to get going now. Your about to be late for your appointment!" She says, before pulling out and starting the drive
"And that's my fault? Your the one who made me late!" I laugh
"Whatever, how was your week?" She asks
"The same as always, boring "
"Yeah well hopefully we can get you back to school if this appointment goes well today" she says, I nod In agreement. I never imagined that the thought of going back to school would make me happy.
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We are in the waiting room now because we ended up being 15 minutes late so they switched my appointment with someone else.
I don't care though these appointments give me major anxiety so they can take as long as they want. I'm just scrolling through Instagram whilst Claire is on the phone again being really secretive.
"Lexi Evans, room 7" gets called through the intercom which gains Claire&I's attention. She shoots up pulling me along with her.
"Good morning Lexi,Claire" Dr.Jones says
"Morning" Claire replies, I just smile&wave
"So how have you been lately Lexi?" He asks, as we take our seats
"Good" I say
"Any slip ups at all that I should know about?" He questions, writing in his notebook
"Nope"I reply
"Is that the truth because you know either way I will find out"
"I'm not lying I promise!"I say defensively
"I believe you don't worry, I was just making sure. So I hear you are wanting to go back to school"
"Yeah"
"Okay well lets see about making that happen, yeah?" I nod in response
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My appointment went well. He was really impressed that I'm 1 month clean from self harm. It's the longest I've ever been so he is confident that I'm in a good mindset right now which I really am. He wasn't too happy about my weight apparently I lost quite a bit of weight but once I assured him it wasn't intentional he calmed down a little.
So I'm allowed to start school again next Monday which I'm happy about. I'll be going part time to start with so I'll be missing Tuesdays&Thursdays for hospital appointments which is annoying but I can't do anything about it.
Right now I'm in the car with Claire on the way back to the home. It's 4pm now we went for lunch&bowling after the hospital to 'celebrate' as Claire called it.
Eventually we pull up to the home I know it's only early but I'm so ready to go to sleep. I'm beyond tired. We get out of the car and walk into the home.
"I'm really proud of you Lexi. Keep it up your doing amazing! See you soon love" Claire says whilst pulling me into a hug at the bottom of the stairs
"Thanks, bye!" I say before pulling away from the hug&running up the stairs
As I reach the top of the stairs I watch Claire walk into the office? That's weird she never usually does that.
Something is going on and I wanna know what it is!
A/N: reading this back, I don't like it but I'm posting it anyways haha!
