~lexi~
It's been 3 months now since the whole 'demi situation' and I'm honestly not good at all. Her trying to get back into my life really messed me up.
I tried to hide the fact that it bothered me from everyone especially Claire and I was doing a pretty good job at it. That was until it all got too much one night and I did it again.
So here I am back were I started in my stupid bedroom alone while everyone else is at school. I got put back on 'sick leave'
I don't know why they think putting me on 'sick leave' will make me better. It won't I feel like being sat alone all day with my thoughts is making me even more depressed than I already am.
At this point I'm so done. I'm done with everything. I don't want to do it anymore I mean what's the point? I have nothing, I mean I don't even have a family.
If Steve & Michelle were here right now I know i'd be able to handle this situation better. But they aren't and I'm here alone trying to figure it all out
Claire has been asking me about Demi a lot lately. She thinks it will be good for me to get to know her but I don't see how it would be.
I mean why does Demi even care? If she wanted to be in my life so bad why did she give me up in the first place?
I'm really torn right now. Some days I want to meet her, some days I don't. It's really confusing!
A/N: I didn't go through & read this so if there are any mistakes I'm sorryy
This is also kinda short haha but hope you enjoy
