Broken /Brohm & H2OVanoss/ /On Hold/

Chapter Twelve- The chains that broke free

A sough left Evan's lips. He stood up, gathering the guys' attention. He smiled and let out a tiny chuckle.

"Nature's calling." Evan says, earning nods from the guys. He ran out of the living room and into the bathroom. He closed the door behind him and locked it. He turned around to face the very modern bathroom. Instead of doing what the guys thought he was doing. He opened the faucet to wash his hands.

He looked up to his reflection, leaning closer to see those ugly bags under his eyes. He sighed and closed his eyes, letting the silence of the bathroom sink in his mind. Stress is something common-

"Dear diary, blah blah blah blah blah bl-- oh? 'I have some crush towards---"

Evan lifted an eyebrow in confusion and finished washing his hands before leaning against the door to listen on what they're talking about.

"-- 'He's so caring.. handsome... and kind... I'm so lucky to have a best friend like him! Aiishhh.. I love you Jonathan---'"

That was enough to hear for Evan to realize what they're saying.

He left his diary in his backpack...

Out of fear, he unlocked the door and swung the door open. He dashed down the hallways and halt into stop when he faced the living room. His chocolate doe eyes widened in embarrassment.

Ryan was reading his diary out loud...

The guys were snorting and making disgusted faces. Immediately, he sprinted towards the tall hazel-eyed boy and leaped. But to no avail, the taller male lifted the notebook higher.

"HEY! Give it back!" Cried Evan as he tiptoed. Ryan laughed mockingly and started reading out loud.

"I WILL FOREVER AND ALWAYS LOVE JONATHAN! -VANOSS!" Yelled Ohm(Ryan). The guys burst into a fit of laughter, making tears prickle at the end of the brunet's eyes.

"S-Stop.. P-Please.." Says Evan on the verge of tears. Tyler laughed and stood up, shoving the brunet backwards making Evan fall on the ground.

"You're no longer in this squad you whore." Spat Tyler with a glare. Evan's eyes went wide in shock as he stared up at the taller.

"W-Wha--.. Y-You are j-joking right..?" He whispered. Wildcat laughed bitterly.

"Didn't know you were deaf.. and homosexual." The bitterness of the words sunk into Evan's skin, making a stray tear fall. He shakily looked at his best friend, Jonathan, who was looking at him with disbelief.

"I thought you weren't gay.." Murmurs Jonathan. The brunet's heart sank in pure fear of what was to come to him.

"J-Jon-- y-y--"

"I fucking am disgusted for  being close to you."

The world seemed to crumple right before Evan's eyes. Those words sting like a nail stabbing on one's leg. His mind went blank and the only thing he can hear is his heart beat. Breathing seemed to be a hard thing to do at the moment and his body felt so numb.

Cracking...

"J-Jon.. Please don't--" His words were cut off by a harsh and bitter laugh.

"Goodbye.. Evan."

Slowly unraveling..

Right after the blue-eyed male said those words. The brunet was suddenly dragged harshly against the floor. He was speechless at the moment and his doe-shaped eyes were only focused on the boy who he loved dearly. He was snapped out of his trance when he was shoved out of the house. The door shut right in front of him and he felt pain lurking down on him.

Crying...

"JONATHAN-- GUYS! PLEASE!" Evan cried out and he shakily stood up, banging his fists against the door. The tears were set free and he felt his legs wobble. He was consumed with pain. He kept slamming his small fists against the door heavy-heartedly.

Lurking..

"G-Guys! P-Please.. O-Open the do-door!" His voice cracks. Tears after tears, they won't stop falling. Pain after pain, they won't stop lurking. Everything seemed to have so much hate for the young brunet.

Screaming..

What had happened? One moment they were laughing their souls out and next thing is that they shoved someone out with pure disgust. Why must this happen? Why can't people be accepting? Why people are so selfish? Why is people blind to true happiness? Why can't they see that this, young boy is slowly loosing his life with just a single word filled with countless meanings?

Disappearing..

"Pl-please..." Evan whispers, his legs losing its stability. His energy ran out and he fell to the ground, curling into a ball on the doorstep. "O-Open the d-door.."

Just... nothing..

He let out an inaudible sob as he clutched his sleeves. His vision was clouded and his heart was slowly unraveling. And at the same moment, it began to rain. Droplets of water hits his soft baby skin just like how his tears falls to the ground.

But an..

A few minutes passes by and he shakily stood up, using the door as a support. He used all of his strength to walk.

Endless pain lurking at every corner...

He hates me..

More tears settles down with him and he bit his lower lip to prevent the sob threatening to escape. He walked down the sidewalk, not caring with the fact it'll take too long for him to arrive home. He doesn't care. Pain was devouring him. And with each step he take, his body was slowly loosing it's life. But he had to go home.

He doesn't want to worry people.

Even though...

He knew it doesn't matter anymore.

"Oh why...." He whispers out as the rain began to pour out some more.

"W-Why.. d-did this have to h-happen..?" Evan brought hand up to his face and he covered his mouth. The rain drenches his clothes and boots. His locks was drenched with water.

"Wh-why am I g-gay..?" The brunet felt his legs go heavier but nonetheless still walks. More tears clings to his chin and he whispers out in the rain, his voice so tiny and inaudible yet filled with melancholy,

"Wh-What did I d-do wro-wrong..?"

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Like what I've mentioned earlier...

The chains that kept you from falling into deep abyss of depression...

Has broke free..

The brunet is falling..

Still at the beginning of a world filled with pain and no hopes...

Depression arises..

Joy falls...

Pain devours...

Hope fades...

What more can there be when the chains that kept you from falling into depression breaks free?

A/N: 2% author's note from now on.

-CuteNinjaKitty(CNK)