Broken pieces (Lesbian Love Story)

One More Chance

Dear Diary

If I could describe lastnight with five words I'd use

Breathtaking , passionate, sensual and incredible.
With her everything felt right. I was actually able to sleep peacefully last night. No tossing and turning. No waking up every two hours. No flashbacks or bad dreams. Just me and her.

I closed my diary and held it up to my chest. I shut my eyes, memories of last night filling my mind. I bit my bottom lip. I'd relive last night all over again if I could. Good Sex with the right person brings both individuals more closer together. . My body finally got what it was so desperately craving for.

Still that wasn't enough, it was becoming selfish, it wanted more.

" Sarah" The sound of my name interrupted my thoughts. I opened my eyes and looked up. Amy was standing at the door way.

" Sonia's downstairs and she wants to speak with you" she said. Sonia? That's odd. I didn't get any mention that she was showing up today. " uh yeah I'll be right down" I stated. She nodded her head and dissapear behind the door. I stood up from the bed and placed my diary under my pillow.

I honestly don't want to see her, especially after our last time speaking to each other. I felt so worthless.

I made my way down the steps anyway. I walked up to the couch and sat down. She was focused on her folder, not noticing that I had sat down. I cleared my throat to get her attention and she quickly looked up. " Sarah I hadn't noticed that you came down." She closed her folder and sat it on the table. I didn't speak.

" I know I'm the last person you want to see at the moment but I come baring good news " she smiled.

" good news? " I asked

" yes. Now it's not what you wanted at first but its a big step from before" the smile still not leaving her face.

" they agreed to let you see Anthony one last time. " she said

I sat up in my seat. My heart starting to race.
" I get to see my brother again" I said slowly.

" yes we will meet them by tomorrow noon" she actually seemed happy for me. Her smile was genuine.

All this time I pointed her out to be the bad guy, when all she wanted to do was help. She tried to be there for me and I took her for granted.

She stood up from the couch and grabbed her folder.
" wait Sonia " I called out quickly.
She looked at me" yes ?" She asked

" I know I've asked for a lot already but one more thing" I paused

She waited for me to continue speaking.

" there's a man named Jeremiah smith that was imprisoned a few years back and I wanted to know if there was anyway that you can find him for me" I asked.
She looked at me sternly.

" Raven smiths father " she uttered.

I nodded my head. " I know it seems odd that I'd be asking you for something like this but she hasn't seen him for years and she deserves to know where he's at" I said quickly.

I'll see what I can do " she said. She grabbed her purse And headed for the door.

" Sonia" I called out again. She turned around to look at me.

" thank you" I said softly. She gave me a small smile and walked out of the door.

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She placed her hand around my shoulder. It was later on in the day. I was still excited from the news that Sonia shared with me. It's feels to good to be true. One second I was bawling my eyes out because I couldn't see Anthony and now I'll be seeing him tomorrow. Just like that so much has changed. That's what a lot of people fail to understand, In five seconds your life could change drastically , good or bad. Anything can happen. I leaned in to her, enjoying the moment we were having. I want to learn how to no longer take anything for granted. I looked up at her. " I wanted to ask you a question" I said. My eyes still on her. " what is it" she asked softly.  My hand in hers. " would you come with me tomorrow to see my brother " I looked down. Waiting for her response. " of course " was all she said and that was all I needed to hear. We were sitting on the roof. Our signature spot.