So This is What Love feels Like?

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Ella's POV

I was sitting their watching my best friend, Lilly suck faces with the captain of the Lacrosse team. I knew NOBODY at the party. I haven't seen any of them in probably 4 years and now they are just people I knew when I was 13. Lilly is my only friend and she lives across the street from me. She dragged me to this party. 'It will be fun' She said. 'we'll have the time of our lives' She said. More like 'I'll", she doesn't get it. No one goes for the cancer girl. Yeah they might feel sorrow but they'll do nothing about it. All I really wanna do is have the time of my life before I kick the bucket and I will indeed do so.

I got up from my seat that was perfectly in front of the couple who were basically having mouth sex to go get a drink. I got my drink still thinking about what's on my list.

Ella's bucket list

1. Skinny dipping 2. drugs 3. Break the law 4. Drink 5. Have a wild party 6. Have sex 7.go zorbing 8.paint fight 9. Have the world know my name 10. Fall in love 

Of coarse I wont finish this list in my life span but I'll try to at least have a little fun. Who am I kidding, I'm going to have a hell of a lot fun and Lilly's going to help me. My dreams were interrupted by a boy bumping into me spilling my drink on me.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to! Oh gosh I'm so clumsy!" He was a brunette in his mid-teens. So about 16-17 years old. He had blonde highlights in his dark hair which was standing tall above his forehead.

"It's okay, I don't really mind." I stood their staring into his bright blue eyes. "Might I say your eyes are gorgeous." and yet I feel like I've seen them before

"Thank you...Um...?"

"Ella and you are?"

"Oh well I'm Nash, Nash Grier." he seems really nice but I'm not sure in some odd way I feel like I know him or knew him.Just then his eyes lit up as an imaginary light bulb popped up on the top of his head. "Wait, Ella, Ella Moore? Remember me, Nashy trashy?" Oh my gosh...

"Nash? The kid from 8th grade that I used to hang out with?" I said smirking. See I got cancer in the middle of 8th grade and I had to leave school because of chemo and all that, I had to leave my friends as well. I never saw anyone again except for Lilly.

"Yeah that's me."

"Well I remember that kid being a nerd? What happened?."

"Oh. Well when I moved to north carloina after 8th grade I guess I changed." Changed? Like in a good way?

"Thats good I guess."

"Yeah, How are you? Like are you getting better?" He said with a crooked smile.

"Yes." I rather not hurt his feelings. He really liked me in 8th grade and when I left, I could basically hear his heart shadder. I don't want it to do it again.

"Hey Nash let's go!" I heard a male voices say coming from begin him. He looked behind him and then at me. "Hey can I get your number? So we can like talk again and stuff?"

"Absolutely." 

I went back to my face sucking friend who was going upstairs with Johnathan,The captain of the lacrosse team.  They seemed like they're having fun so I won't bother them.  I walked outside and sat next to the pool and put my feet in. In the right pocket of my jeans I felt something vibrate. I took my phone out of my pocket to see a message from a random number. I opened it and it said: 'Look to your right'. I look over to see the blue eyed boy again. He was walking toward me and decided to sit down next to me.

"You couldn't just say my name?"

"I had to see if you gave me a fake number!" 

"Whatever" I said rolling my eyes playfully "I thought you were going home?"

"No the guys did, not me."

"Oh, Well."

"Why are you out here all alone?" 

becasue Lilly's too busy having sex  "my friend kinda ditched me."

He checked the time on his phone. 2:03am. "It's getting pretty late, Maybe we should be getting home?"

we? "Wait, we?"

"Yeah, I mean your friend ditched you and you don't have a ride, correct?"

"You should just asssum I can't drive." 

"Im sorry can you drive?" He said it so nicely, so happy for a reason I surely do not know.

"Not exactly..."

"So, would you like a ride home?"

"Nash, I haven't seen you in 4 years.You could be a rapist for all I know." He rolled his eyes, smiled and started walking away swinging his keys in a circle.

"Are you coming?" I ran up to his side and started following him to his car. I mean if he was a rapist I would be able to check sex off of my bucket list. We walked up to this Black car. It was very small but I don't mind. He came to the passangers side and opened the door for me. I said a simple 'thank you' and hopped in. He jogged around to the drivers seat and started the car. It was quiet and my mind was wondering if he knew where he was going.

"Um, Nash? Do you even know where I live?" He lightly chuckled and responded with that. He moved to North Carolina, While I stayed in California. I guess he's coming to vist? But who? Why is he even here? Soon we arrived at my house. "You remembered." I said with a soft smile. After school his mom would take us to her house or his. I used to have a crush on him but when I got my cancer and found out he was moving i kinda just let it go. "Thank you, Text me soon, alright?" I gave him a small wave and walked into my house, quietly. I walked upstairs and into my room. I checked my phone. 3:17am. I got a text from the same random number from earlier. 'Is this soon enough?' I read and I responded with 'Yes it is.' Thank you Lilly for taking me to this party.