Nash's POV
It was the next morning and we were in the kitchen trying to make pancakes, of coarse that didn't end well. Flour and mix, everywhere and when I say everywhere I mean everywhere. We were laughing so hard when my mom walked into the kitchen to see what the fuss was about. Ever since we were little, we would always found a way to make a mess.
"You guys never seize to amazing me."
"Sorry Elizabeth!" her voice was perfection, even if it was a little raspy from her cold she caught yesterday. Last night after Cameron's we laid outside in the back of the truck and look up at the stars and talked.
*Flashback*
"Look!" She said pointing up at the stars "The big dipper!" Her eyes glowing while she was looking up at the stars. I chuckled at her amusement, it was unbearably cute.
"What?" she looked over at me with a smile and curiosity on what I was chuckling about.
"It's just its cute that your fascinated about something like this.."
"like what?"
"Something so small, that you can see every night yet most of us chose not to and ignore the world and it's beauty."
" Well I don't get out much but if I could I would."
I didn't respond after that, I just took in her all her beauty. She acts so unbreakable yet she was breaking inside. Slowly dying just because of a stupid thing called cancer.
"Do you like anyone?" I was shocked by this question. I had idea what to say.
"Yeah but um I don't think you don't know her." I said give her an assuring nod
"What is she like?" I really didn't want to answer these questions
"Why do you want to know?"
"I was just wondering."
"Okay well she has big beautiful brown eyes and her personality, the thing that got me hooked on her. She's funny but in a nice way and smart but not in a genius way. Her laugh is contagious and her hugs, oh man her hugs are amazing. She's a little nutty but the best people are. She's very witty and loving and very very curious. She's just an amazing girl that I want to be mine..."
"She sounds lovely." She said with a big yawn
*End of Flashback*
Right now I was getting ready to drop her off at home. I really wanted her to stay but I knew she couldn't. Once we were in front of her house she said " That girl you were talking about last night she's seems awfully great I think you should go for her." all I said was a simple yeah and then she was on her way.
Only if she knew...
Ella's POV
It was the day after I got back from Nash's house. We were in the hospital receiving my last round of chemo this month. I hated coming to this place. It just reminds me of the past and how I was no longer free. I took 6 sets of pills daily. I used to only take 4 but then they found it in my stomach. See the cancer started in my left shoulder and I guess it grew down to my stomach. Anyways I was getting out of the hospital and my mom was driving me and Myles to my father's. My parents are divorced and we get to see our father every week, but only for the weekend. My dad isn't much of the responsible one. He focuses on his job more than us, which I enjoyed because I like my alone time.
I was sitting in my room thinking about all the events that happened in the past week. It's crazy to think that this is real, That I might actually have a life again. My thoughts were collected when I got a phone call from Lilly.
"Hello?"
"Ella? It's Lilly."
"Hey what's up? Are you okay?" It's rare for me to get phone calls from Lilly. She only calls me when its important
"Ya, Can I meet you somewhere? Like the park?"
"Yeah, I guess But the one by my dad's. Is that cool?"
"Ya I'll see you soon."
I haven't seen Lilly since the party and that was a little over a week ago. I feel like I'm neglecting her. This is actually going to be the first day I've seen her since then. I'm glad I'm going to see her again. I walked to the park to find Lilly sitting on the swings by herself. I sat next her and said, "Hey Lilly, You okay?"
"Yeah, I just needed to see my best friend."
I went in to give her a side hug "I've missed you Lils."
"Yeah, I've missed you too." She said it with a soft smile.
It was quiet for a couple minutes until I spoke " So hows Johnathan?"
"Well that's the reason I needed you here, we broke up.."
"Aw, I'm so sorry" and with that I gave her a hug
The rest of the day we hung out and caught up on each others lives. I've missed talking to Lilly. It's only been a week since I've seen her but that's a big change from every day to every week.
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So This is What Love feels Like?
FanfictionElla Moore. A girl with childhood cancer who wants to take on the world. She has a list that she wants to complete before she passes. She wants too experience the time of her life before she goes. She doesn't know what the time of her life is until...