Change~Cameron Dallas FanFic

Chapter 5

PRISCILLA'S POV

We meet up with some of my favorite guys Carter, Matt, Nash, And Taylor. Nash keep on looking at my marks on my wrist, they were the last marks that I had made to my body which was over a month ago, but I didn't see the reason to cover them when I admit what I did and decided I wouldn't do that to myself. Cameron saw Nash look at my wrists so he spoke up and said "Nash, what are you looking at!" I got scared for Cam's voice getting loud. Nash said" I was looking at Priscilla's wrists bc I can't believe a nice, pretty girl would do that to herself." Cam says "well can you please stop, she knows her mistakes and I love and support her getting through those tough times." Nash shyly says"dude I'm sorry and I support her as well, Priscilla I really do, bc we are friends and hope we can be homies bc you are my best friend's girlfriend." him and Cameron hug and I tear a little and then hug Nash for saying these sweet things. me and Cam leave a little after and getting in our room I kiss him with deep meaning. He stops the kiss and says "why so passionately?" I say "because you defended me, and no guy has ever done that for me."☺️ he locks the door and then runs to me giving me a huge kiss and giving me little kisses all over my neck. I wanted to have sex but felt like it was too early for us. I love him but I'm afraid if I give Cam what he wants he will leave me, and then I'd probably just get my heartbroken. He later left after we watched a movie, he went with Carter and Nash to plan the things they were going to do at Magcon since for them it's their last😭.

CAMERON'S POV

Priscilla's body was just telling me to rip her clothes off when she kissed me, I love her so much I could ask her to marry me. when I came back I saw her body all in a ball watching tv. she said sleepy "hey baby" I said "hey my princess , do you wanna go eat it only 7:30" she said "yea bae whatever you want." she put a sweater on top of her leggings and tee and we went to shake shack. She had a cheese burger with fries and I had a burger and we shares a strawberry milkshake. she was ready to leave so we walked home, I took her the long way so we can talk. when we got home the guys came over.

PRISCILLA'S POV

When the guys came over I had always felt invisible bc Cam talks to me but sometimes no one listens so when I said "Cameron" for the 5 th time I left. Cameron of course came near me but I ran out he couldn't catch up. I walked to a park near by, sat on a bench and started crying, I love cameron, I do, but sometimes I feel like he ignores me, going to school since I was little no one noticed me and now even more. I always try not to get to close to a person because I know sooner or later they won't care. I only trust myself. While Cam was looking for me I went back got my suitcase and went to the airport. I left to NY with my parents and stayed there for a few days. A week had passed that I didn't talk to anyone but my mom. I told my mom to call Cameron, to tell him I was fine and with her and that I needed a few days to myself. I later called Cameron, he said "Baby are you okay." I said "hey and yea but I need to tell you something." he said " Okay wht do you need?" I said " I'm breaking up with you, I'm sorry, I love you, but you don't want to go out with a girl that could damage your life, I'm a bad person." he responded "No baby why, I love you, you aren't bad, you can't damage my life. please don't leave me." I started to cry while saying "I love you too much to hurt you, sorry bye." I hung up as fast as I could I didn't want to hurt him, but I am so damaged from the mind, I could start cutting and he would blame it on himself. I didn't want to do that to him, he is so nice but any little sad emotion I get I want to cut. a day later I left NY to Cali for school. when I got to school at my locker Cameron and his friend Chris greeted me. I greeted back, I got my books and when leaving my locker Cameron grabbed me and asked " why are you damaged" we cut 1st period to talk. I said "I'm emotionally damaged." after saying that he grabbed my arm and sled my sleeves up revealing my fresh marks. I wanted to start crying, but instead I left. he ran after me saying "why Priscilla you were getting better?" I said "Cameron you don't understand my mind, I'm emotionally damaged and any thing that makes me sad, angry or annoyed I react. and it's not your fault. Since I was little I have wanted to die, I was always the laughing stock of the year since 1st grade and my whole family doesn't understand me they have tried everything, my relatives HATE ME and I'm still doing this. I can't help it, and if I die while we would've been dating I don't want you to feel it was your fault. I LOVE YOU." Cameron's tears were peaking out if his eyes. for the last time I gave him a Kiss and a hug. I said " Bye Cameron." And then the bell rang