Change~Cameron Dallas FanFic

Chapter 6

CAMERON'S POV

She wasn't talked to me for almost 2 weeks already. When ever I saw Priscilla she was alone, I could see her marks easily which hurt me bc I love her. Her face was pale, and she looked like dead, it broke my heart seeing her. the homecoming dance was this weekend, and I decided to go alone and be a 3rd wheel with Chris and his gf, bc I don't want anyone but Priscilla.

PRISCILLA'S POV

The homecoming was this weekend and I didn't feel like going, but since my parents say " you need to make friends so we are forcing you to go" I don't see the point I'll probably look rachet then get punch poured on my dress get voted for queen as a joke and then by the end of the night suicide myself. I actually do want to go bc it would be my chance to finally get rid of myself and maybe ppl would care, but I'm only kidding myself bc everyone thinks I'm invisible and I was a mistake to life. I chose a white dress bc when I die I want to be dressed in white. the night came closer, I did my makeup fancy so mascara could bleed down my eyes. If anything does happen everyone will know wht will happen to them in the future. I arrived there at an okay time but I entered when Cameron was in front of me, he turned around when ppl were 'wow'ing me. he waited for me and said " Hey Priscilla, you look really pretty today."blushing I said "thanks Cam." in a low voice. he spoke "do you want to sit with Chris and me?" I didn't want to break his heart but if I don't hang out with him before my death, he would never forgive me. I said" yea I would." he smiled. we sat together, him basically only staring at me.i said " is something wrong?" he quickly said "no, you are just so pretty and I haven't seen you for a while. Umm.. do you want to dance" I was debating wether yes or no. but for a guy that I loved at a time I wanted him to be happy "sure lets dance" we danced for a few minutes then they were announcing the king and queen. the teacher said "and the king and queen is ..... Cameron and Priscilla." Cameron grabbed my hand and we danced after. but I told him " umm... I have to go I'll see you later." I whispered in his ear "I love you just remember that." He smiled but I ran out walking home seeing what will happen to my miserable life. these guys came out of no where and I was happy bc it was my time, finally my dream came true. the guys grabbed my bag but all of a sudden I saw Cameron beat the guys up and he took me to the hospital. He ruined my death, my dream since I was 11 was broken. when I woke up I was pissed, I wanted to sleep and rest for the rest of my life. He was in front of me and I looked so mad. I yelled "WHY DID YOU DO THIS DONT YOU SEE I WANTED TO DIE! IVE BEEN CUTTING BC I WANT DEATH NOT LIFE, I WAS A MISTAKE FROM THE START EVERYONE DOESNT CARE FOR ME! IM INVISIBLE!" and with that I started crying I've felt these emotions for a long time that no one noticed, and finally said them. I spoke with tears" everyone hates me I hate myself only god loves me he is the only one I can get close with , I try not to get close to anyone bc I hate being alone, the higher I get the lower I sink. My demons can't drown they know how to swim. I'm bad I need to die!"😪 he wipes my tears away and hugs me. I say "Cameron you were the first person I got so close with and I lived that but I know when I care for someone like that I lose them. I don't want to lose you. I will die this year, bc I hate the pain I feel that are affected from others." He says nothing but starts to cry saying " IF YOU DIE I WILL HAVE TO DIE BC WITHOUT YOU IM NOTHING! PRISCILLA YOU ARE THE ONE I LOVE AND CARE FOR, SO THE MINUTE YOU DIE I WILL TOO."