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Chapter 3

"Enlighten me on your endeavors" 

I always seem to have these moments where I either get flashbacks or start creating scenarios in my head, of what can happen or what could have happen if i did this or that, or if i never made that choice. I don't really regret much but, there are a few. I regret the fact that she broke up with him, i regret that i was somewhat the reason, i regret getting together with her, i regret being vulnerable, i regret falling in love because nothing could have properly prepared me for the pain felt months later. 

The wedding was a success and the bride and groom were happy and so were their parents and my mom. I was satisfied with what i had did and being tired did not attend the school the next day. We had a system that we would text on Skype since i didn't have my phone on weekdays but you guys wouldn't care about that.

School had some concert that was being put on so i decided to go for the hell of it, then i had the bright idea of inviting her since it would be an opportunity to finally meet this girl. She agreed to come and stuff. Fast forward to the night of the event, i get there early well not early early but early enough to realize she's not there. An hour or so passes and then she arrives, when i saw her i felt like it was one of those moments you see in movies where that one hot girl is walking towards you in slow motion and everything around you is quiet as fuck. That's an amazing thing to feel to be honest, so when i got over that i went to her and her friend saying hi and shit and finding a seat. Halfway into the first segment of the show i slip my hand into hers and she looks at me, with some of her curly hair in her face she gives me a faint smile and i get that warm feeling or whatever in my chest. I liked that, i really did and i guess its something i miss. The black jumper she was wearing with the brown heels and black choker was alluring, it drew me towards her. I liked the way she clung towards my arm, it was like what we felt was real. She had not had her first kiss yet and i had wanted to be the ''one'' to give her that first kiss so i could finally taste those lips that i had craved for three long months