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Chapter 4

I think i like pain. Not the normal kind of pain, not the pain you would feel if you got a bruise on you knee, no. I'm attracted to the pain you would feel if your best friend died or you just had a terrible breakup. That's what i had, A terrible breakup. I liked it. It was different from the rest .

A few weeks after the event, we were talking and she said she had something to tell me, but i had to wait until midnight to find out what it was. She asked me to be her boyfriend. At first i was confused because she was so hesitant at first to be in a relationship with me, i don't blame her for that, But yeah she asked and i said yes, but you would know that. The build up to that relationship was interesting for me because i was emotionally attached to this girl. I was fucked.

She took a"break" after she and him broke up and that break was to justify that she was completely over him, internally i laughed because that was bullshit, but i liked her so i didn't care
I should've been alert, I saw the signs, but I'm too fucking stubborn.
"Fly away with me"