Poems For The Soul

Trust

The thing about me is I trust too easily because I love. Love makes you do crazy things, although it may not seem crazy to others but mine is trust. No matter how many times I'm hurt by trust I still trust people. There is this certain someone who, like everyone else before said that they wouldn't leave but I got too much for them to handle, I showed the me I am afraid of and know people would leave if they had seen this and this person left. Left like all those who said they wouldn't, left like I never meant anything and it hurt, it still hurts. I can't do anything about it. I want so much to apologize for being the way I am, I want to hide that me away from everyone again. I got comfortable and showed the me I am afraid of, even more afraid of now. I am left with questions like "What happens if I show someone else?" ,or "What happens if everyone finds the real me?" I will have no friends and i will be back at square one. Where the worst part of me began. The fear of being alone again is worse than it actually happening and i know if it actually happens I'll break and the black void in my chest will consume me. Eating at my every feeling and slowly,very painfully slow I will be left with nothing with everything to loose-my life.

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Hi there! This is my second poem I woukd like to share because why not? I hope you enjoyed this one. On another note all of the poems will be short. Until next time!