Poems For The Soul

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She didn't actually love him, she just needed someone to be with. She liked the idea of being with someone and saying "I'm taken" because everyone knew she didn't love him

I mean who could love such an abusive boy? He didn't have to be physically abusive nevertheless he was very much a verbal abuser which connects with emotional abuse, he was abusing her.

It was during that time where she harmed herself; her skin and her mind all because she thought she was worthless and thought she meant nothing to anyone.

She became fragile, so much so that she apologized for everything even if it was good. She became so damaged that she couldn't decipher if her actions were good or bad, she apologized anyways.

The day came where she had enough courage to stick up for herself, he told her that she was being childish resulting in her courage being shrunk to nonexistence.

Then came 2 a.m. where she was so tired that she fell asleep talking to him without saying good night. That's also when he told her that she didn't try hard enough for the relationship.

Did he not realise that she was trying to keep herself together for him? Did he not know she waved off all the warnings about him?

In all honestly he wasn't good enough for her, he wasn't good enough at all. He was toxic , he was also a cheater yet she shrugged it all off even if she didn't love him.

This is a very personal piece and hopefully you understand it but not relate to it. Enjoy!!