Wishing (Chris Brown Fan Fiction) COMPLETE

Chapter 9: Scared

Chris' P.O.V

I slowly climbed upstairs after watching Nessa pull out of my drive way. Tonight really made me think about Nessa. Everything about her. her smile. her hair. her curves. the bruises she had when we were kids. the same hurting smile she has.

I shook the thoughts and took off my shirt and shoes and climbed in bed next to Karruche.

she turned over and placed her head on my chest. I smiled and took out my phone because I wasn't ready to sleep. I noticed Karruche smiling. I looked at her with a frown.

I do have love for Karruche but I know who really had my heart and I hated that I knew she really loved me and I couldn't return it to her. but it also killed me to know that I truly wanted to be there for Nessa.

I snapped out of my thoughts when my phone rang. I looked at the caller I.D. and it said Nessa.

"Hello?" I answered.

"C-Chris I-I" she said into the phone her voice sounded broken and weak.

"Nessa what happened? Where are you?" I asked jumping out of bed waking Karruche.

"My apartment. I- I need you. can you please ......... j-just help.........." her voice trailed off. by this time I was almost fully dressed.

"Where are you going?" Karruche asked rubbing her eyes.

"Nessa she needs me." I said putting on a tennis shoe.

"And I need you. Come back to bed." she said wrapping her arms around me. I pushed her back.

"Stop." I said standing up.

"Chris if you leave, I promise you, I will not be here when you come back." she said sitting up and folding her arms.

"I lost Nessa once already, I can't lose her again." I said walking out the room.

I jogged down the stairs and got into one of my cars. I sped down the highway braking all speed limits. it was a little after midnight so the streets where fairly empty.

I pulled up to Nessa apartment and the door was cracked open. I walked inside. I called out for her but there was no response.

I walked into the living room and found her bloody, bruised and naked on the floor. the sight caused my heart to wrench. I wrapped her up in a blanket from the chair and carried her to my car.

I drove trying to keep the tears from blurring my vision. I pulled up to the hospital and took her out of the car. I ran inside with her.

"Oh my god. its Vanessa." I heard somebody say. they rushed to help me.

Vanessa's P.O.V

"Vanessa can you please just tell me what is going on." Chris said walking behind me.

"Why can't you just mind your own business." I said. He pulled me back to face him.

"You are my business. So if something is bothering you, it's bothering me too." he said looking me in my eyes.

"I can't tell you here." I said.

"After school you can come by my house." he said. I nodded  my head yes.

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We walked in silence to Chris' house. when we got to his house, is mom was already home. She heard us come in.

"Chris is that you?" she asked from the kitchen.