Empty (Kpop Angst)

? ; I miss the old u

Just a random an angsty story line, i just needed to update the book. I felt like it was a sin not to.
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Im honestly trying but the pain is unbearable now, with stress coming along it makes it worse, day by day i feel like im falling apart.
Sometimes, I just wonder if the person i absolutely give my love to notices how i changed for the worse
I wonder how you say your so busy, but honestly you want to hang out with the other one.
I wouldnt say im jealous, I've been fighting alone, I've been lonely too much, and you experience the same thing as me but you have someone to cry on.
If you were honest about your feelings, i wouldve stepped back and leave you alone but no, you had to drag me down with you having the benefits.
Why were you like this?
Did you ever care about me?