Who you are inside~An Anthony Trujillo Fanfiction~

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~This is how I imagine Faith looking~
Tessa POV
Faith suddenly ran upstairs, she looked so overwhelmed I felt so bad that we just ganged up on her like that. She probably has a crush on Anthony and we just point everything out. "Guys we need to stop harassing them, remember she hasn't been around people in a long time, we should make her feel at home, and not the home she was at before." I said. Jake looked upset. "You're right, we should give her space when it comes to the vlogs." Kade said. "Yea.." Jake stated. "Let's go T let's check on her." Erika suggested and started walking up the stairs. I ran up after her. I put the code in on my door and opened it. Faith was standing in the middle of the room and looked at Erika and I like a deer in headlights. Then. She collapsed. "OH MY GOD!" Erika and I screamed at the same time. The first one upstairs was Anthony. Then chance and jake. "She just fell!" I exclaimed. I ran over to her and listened to her chest. "Her hearts still beating." I sighed in relief. Erika looked terrified. Jake walked over and picked her up, then placed her on my bed. We saw her move a bit then her eyes shot open. She took a deep breath and looked at everyone. "What happened?" She gave us a confused look. "You passed out!" Erika exclaimed. "Again?" She said. "Again?" I said, astonished. "I'm so sorry I worried you guys, I really shouldn't even be here, I'm just making your lives harder." I sat next to her and hugged her. "We've all got our problems, you aren't one of them." She hugged me back. "Hey guys, can I talk to Faith..alone." Anthony asked, nicely. I wiggled my eyebrows because, why not. I smiled at faith and we all walked out. Then we all walked to jakes room to spy on them through the whole in the wall. We moved the blanket a bit and listened. I was watching and listening.
Faith POV
I was scared about what Anthony was going to say.. "Faith.." he began. "I don't think we should be a couple." My heart sank at his statement. "I-I-" I stuttered trying to make words come out of my body. "I know, I totally led you on. But I don't want things to end like jake and Alissa did.." I was at a loss for words. "Please, please don't be upset, maybe we can be a thing some other time when everything is settled, and there's no drama." He suggested. "Can we still be besties?" I fake laughed. He smiled and nodded. He then pulled me in a hug, in which I tensed up. "I have to record a video for today, I really have to figure out my uploading schedule." I walked past Anthony and into Tessa's- I mean our room. Tessa was waiting on her bed. "I heard what happened.." I looked at my feet. "Are you okay?" She seemed really concerned. "I'm fine. I used to rejection, it's how I deal with haters." I fake smiled. She got up and hugged me. "I know you are faking that smile. I know a fake smile when I see it. If you ever want to talk, Erika and I are here. Erika walked out of the bathroom. "Okay well I have to do a video." They sat on the bed and played on their phones. I set up my equipment and quickly checked my channel. I had a lot of views on my first video. I quickly whipped out my phone and made a twitter and linked my Instagram with it to my YouTube. Instead of starting my cover for today, I quickly made an outro and intro for my videos. My intro was the song "Say when by THEY." My outro was a remix of faded by Alan walker (https://youtu.be/dLdIx0epx3U) I had the clips ready to edit in the video when I finished making it. Tessa and Erika got up and watched while I was hard at work with editing and stuff. "Wow you're really into this!" Tessa stated. I nodded and continued. I was finally done and was ready to do the actual cover. "Oooh can we watch you sing?" Erika asked. I froze, the only person who has ever heard me sing was my mom and she criticized me. "Only if you stay quiet." They both nodded. I grabbed my computer and pulled up the instrumental of Titanium by Sia and David Guetta everything was set and I set up my camera. I was extremely self conscious so I was still nervous about the camera pointing at my face. Erika and Tessa sat on the armless love seat. Jake really knew what he was doing when he made this booth, the dark red walls are thick and keep the sound in along with the barriers within the actual booth and with black trimmings. It made for a beautiful backdrop for videos, I was thinking, maybe I could paint a black tree behind me, and maybe move the love seat against the half wall my mic was attached to and maybe put a gaming set up, and do gaming videos. I could also set up a schedule, to where I could do two covers in a week, two gaming videos, and 2 vlogs. Of course I'll have to get a nice vlog camera. This whole time I was thinking I was singing the song. I finished thinking things over when I finished the song. "That was amazing faith!" Tessa explained. Erika nodded vigorously. I smiled, shyly and tucked my hair behind my ear. "It's nothing haha.." I felt so awkward, no one had ever said I sounded good, at first, I didn't even know why I had started this YouTube channel. But now I'm loving it, and the hate doesn't faze me due to my mother I told Tessa and Erika my plan for the schedule. "Wow that's a great idea." Erika stated. "Is it too extra?" I asked. "Nope it's perfect." Tessa exclaimed. I smiled wide. I was still dying inside from Anthony playing me like a video game. Tessa suddenly yanked my hand and hid behind the wall that connected to chance and Anthony's room. "Shh listen." Tessa whispered. I could hear Chance and Anthony talking inside. "Dude why did you tell her that? There's no chance a relationship with her will end as bad as Jakes did." Chance stated. "Chance, I like her, but, first of all I want to get to know her better, second of all, Jake and Alissa ended because they lived together and had known each other for a short amount of time. That's the situation right now. I want to actually know who she is before I get really involved in her." I understood what he was saying, he was right and I was defiantly someone with a mysterious past, a past I wanted to keep from people. Regardless, he could have just told me that he didn't want a relationship with me because he didn't know me. No one in this house knew me. Not the real me. Yea I was slowly falling for Anthony but I can't do that. I can't fall for him. I will not let my guard down, not again. I was lost in thought and was suddenly pulled back into Tessa's room. "Oh my gosh, don't cry faith!" Tessa exclaimed. I didn't even realize what was happening. I grazed my hand over my cheeks and felt they were warm and wet from tears. "I didn't even realize-" Tessa tackled me into a hug. "I'm sorry.." "it's fine, I was just thinking." I hugged her back. I sat at my chair and just scrolled through Instagram. I have gained over 4,000 followers on it. Erika came into the room  and scared me by putting her hand on my shoulder. "You've been up here for hours, are you okay?" She asked. "Yea I'm good, I'm the loner type, being around people isn't my strong suit." I fake smiled. "Ah okay, well we are going out, girls only, let me know if you wanna go, we leave in 15 mins." Erika smiled and walked back out of Tessa's room.
Erika POV
"Nothing?" Jake asked. "Nothing." Tessa looked down. We were in a mini team ten meeting that insured of Jake, Chance, nick, Tessa and I. "She's been up there for hours." Tessa stated. "Yea I know, what if it was a bad idea to bring her in?" Nick asked. We all looked at him. "He has a point.." Jake said Tessa and I looked between the two of them. "It's one incident, they'll get over it. She is a good person." Chance looked like he was starting to think. "Did you guys see her wrists?" Everyone looked up at him. "What do you mean?" Jake asked, as he stood up from leaning on the table. "She has scars all up her wrist, you didn't notice?" We all looked at him, astonished. "No I actually didn't." Nick added. "Well she did. What are we gonna do?" Chance crossed his arms. "Nothing! We leave her alone! People get really subconscious of those." She was tapping her foot. I could tell she was getting mad with Chance. "Yea bro, we have to leave her alone. She has been nice to everyone so far at the house. She even knows the song, that's a bond we can't break." He smiled. Something about Jake seemed...better. And I liked the way he was being nicer now. This Anthony thing is killing Faith. I can see it in her face. "Anthony and I are going to a club. Anyone wanna come?" Chance stated suddenly. "Why are you suddenly going to a club?" Tessa asked. "I dunno. To take off the edge?" I looked at Tessa weirdly. "Yea okay. We are gonna try and get Faith to come with us for a girls night." Tessa and I left the office and went back to her room, but only to find that faith wasn't there. "Faith?" I called. She came out of the bathroom and looked HOT. "Wow." Tessa said. She had her hair curly again, she had black, ripped, leggings, a "Panic! At the Disco" shirt and had combat boots. She didn't have long sleeves or a covering for her arms like she has had. I took the chance to sneak a peek at her wrists. "Ooh girl! Do a spin for us!" Tessa said grabbing her hand and lifting it up so she could spin for us. I looked at her arms. Just as Chance said there were bulging scars that stuck out a bit. "I haven't done my makeup yet." She turned on her heels and went into the bathroom. We went with her and watched her. She grabbed some dark red lipstick and applied it. She put some eyeliner on, along with mascara and looked in the mirror. "Amazing!" Tessa squealed. "You are showing Anthony what he's missing!" Tessa added. Faiths face fell. She looked back up and smiled. But of course. It was fake. "Shall we?" She asked. She looked like her world was falling apart but the only thing she did to fix it was put a bandaid on it...