Who you are inside~An Anthony Trujillo Fanfiction~

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Anthony POV
I walked out of mine and chances room and stopped in front of faiths door. How could I be so stupid, I let the one thing in my life go that really mattered. I tried to do a good thing by taking things slow because I didn't want her to feel forced into a relationship, I don't anyone does. Jake called Alissa from Ohio after they met once. And everyone knows how that turned out, because everyone paid the price. I placed my hand on the door handle. Not only did I tell her I didn't want to be with her, I ended up making out with a random girl at the club and making her hate me. I put the code into the door and opened it slowly. The room was dark except for faiths computer with faiths silhouette in the middle. She hadn't heard me come in yet so I close the door quietly so it would stay like that. I looked over and saw she had her headphones in. I didn't know how to approach her. I thought for a second. I placed my hand slowly on the back of her gaming chair. She looked up and met my eyes, and slowly took out her headphones. "Hi!" She smiled. How does she plaster such a fake smile. "Hey," I simply said. "How are you feeling, I know I shocked you really close to your man parts." She laughed. "I'm actually feeling really good." She smiled and nodded. "I was just editing a video." She suddenly said after a moment of silence. "I never thought about how easy this would be but it's super easy and fun." She remained smiling. "Faith, I just need to talk to you." She turned in her chair and looked at me. Her face fell. "Is this about the Snapchat story?" She asked and bit her lip. "Yea.." I said. "Anthony I really don't mind, I mean I like you but go live your life how you want it I don't want to be that person to drag you down-" I covered her mouth with my hand. "Sorry." I said. "I don't even remember who that girl was, Faith." "But you were-" "I was drunk out of my mind." She silently hummed "oh". "Why did you drink so much? That's really bad for your health." She had a worried expression. It was insane after all I've done to her and she still cares. She has such a golden heart. "I was drinking because I thought that if I drank enough, I would forget how stupid I was for letting you go. I wanted a chance to get to know you, and actually be your friend before just jumping into a relationship, Jake and Alissa ended horribly, and I know we aren't them but I just don't want to risk losing someone as pure hearted as you. Finding someone like you is like finding a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow." She smiled. "That was a pretty awesome metaphor." "See! This is why you are awesome! You aren't stuck on the bad things you pay attention to the little good things, like my metaphors!" I laughed. "Anthony I totally get what you mean, but you could have just told me, and I would have gone along with it!" She placed her hands on my cheeks. "I will listen to anything you have to say, just say it. In fact," she sat on Tessa's bed and patted the spot next to her. "Let's get to know each other right now. Just ask me questions." I sat next to her. "I hope you know I'm going to ask deep questions." She nodded. "Now you don't have to answer and question you don't want to." I added. She nodded again. "Why did you do that to yourself?" She looked at her arms. "It's a long story." I grabbed a pillow. "I've got all night." I smiled. She laughed. "Okay so to start off," she took a deep breath. "My Dad committed suicide wen I was ten and I was the one who found him." My eyes widened. I nodded. "I hated everything in my life after that.. my mom, my siblings, myself. I always blamed myself for it and it resulted in.." She lifted her arm a bit to reveal her sunset tattoo, where she must've harmed herself. She took another deep breath. "And my mom, blamed everything on me, which sent me down a never ending path of depression and anxiety and sometimes paranoia. So when I brought it up to her she lashed out on me and kicked me out of the house." She looked down. "So, i, uh, walked from Ohio to LA and just stayed in LA, but was homeless." She laughed a bit. "If you had no money then how did you eat?" "I didn't. That's why I've been eating like a pig since I moved in." She laughed again, I had thought she was really skinny but I guess it wasn't natural. "But hey, I got the body I wanted, and I'm still runway ready." She placed her hands on her hip and laughed. "But next question!" She added. "How much do you weigh now?" I instinctively asked. "A little under 100." I nodded. "Now you ask me questions, be as personal as you want." I regretted saying that but I somehow trusted her, she just seemed like a trust worthy person. "What kind of guy are you?" She asked and put her hand on her knee. "I would think that I'm a sweet guy but you would have to ask other people for your answer." I smirked and she nodded slowly. "How long have you lived here?" I started thinking. "Jake invited us to move in like a month after he moved in, so about 2 years I think." "So you are familiar with this house." She smiled. "Yep, I've seen people come and go with this house many times." "Like Alissa?" "Especially Alissa." We laughed together. "So jake and Chance are your best friends, Nick is the boss of your team, and everyone else is either a friend or works with Jake?" She asked. "Yup, welcome to the team ten house." I laughed. "You haven't been signed to team ten, yet, but I'm sure you'll get paid for your videos soon." I put my hands behind my head and laid across Tessa's bed. "Jake pays you guys for your videos?" She asked, leaning on the bed next to me. "Yup." I simply stated. She just kept smiling at me. "Faith.." I looked at her and just stared into her eyes. "I feel like I'm sending you on an emotional rollercoaster." I laughed, as did she. "Go ahead, say what you want to say." She laughed. I sighed. "I want to be with you. No bullshit this time. I just feel right around you, you make me happy and I feel..safe...around you. Not like girlfriend, because we are taking things slow, but just..together..you know what I mean?" She half nodded. "Does being together mean we can kiss?" I thought for a moment, then nodded. "Good." She smiled and leaned into my lips. Her lips were so soft and felt so right on mine. I wasn't going to lose her again. She took her lips from mine. "Lets go, I'm hungry." She smiled and jumped off the beds she then paused infront of the door. "I'm gonna change." She turned and headed in the bathroom. After about 5 minutes she came out in an oversized hoodie and short shorts.