chateau ☙ blackbear

nine

denise 💍: hey

i missed u today so bad that it hurt.

denise 💍: aw no i don't want u to be hurt

it's ok i'm used to it.

denise 💍: baby what's wrong :( ?

just not feeling my best, and been missing u of course. my heart it burns, we're 2,800 miles away.

denise 💍: i've been talking to my manager trying to see next time i can go to la. he said not until next month, maybe longer.

sigh

denise 💍: sorry :(

what if i came to u

denise 💍: eh idk

why not

denise 💍: wouldn't it be a burden for u, i mean u travel an awful lot

no, i wanna see u

denise 💍: i mean if u want

what are u hiding denise?

denise 💍: i'm not hiding anything, what do u mean?

u seem hesitant, when u say ur coming here ur excited but when i offer to go there to u, u hesitate

denise 💍: it's nothing to worry about babe, i just don't want u to travel too much

oh ok

i was worried. i had a feeling was hiding something from me, but i wasn't sure what. i went onto her instagram. i haven't really looked at it i just followed her and that was it.

i wasn't exactly sure what i was looking for, but maybe it had proof she was hiding something. i scrolled thru a couple rows and found one picture in particular.

it was of her and another guy.

it wasn't like friendly, they were standing in front of a large building that looked to be in new york and they were kissing.

my heart sank. it was posted on july 22, 2016. it was october 18, 2016. they could have broken up. i saw that he was tagged in the photo, so i clicked his profile.

he had a picture of them posted on september 21, 2016. one month ago. i started to freak out. they could have broken up within a month.

so many questions raced through my mind. why did she hide this from me? am i falling for someone i can't have? are they still together.

suddenly i got a text.

denise 💍: who the fuck is this and why are u talking to my girl????

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sorry for no update yesterday, i was sick as fuck and still am and i just came back from a football game