chateau ☙ blackbear

eleven

"she did what?"

i was having a conversation with one of best friends, snoozegod.

i told him about what went down with denise. i need some advice from someone on the whole situation.

"if this girl had a boyfriend and didn't tell u, how u gonna trust her?" he told me.

"that's why i need your advice, what should i do?" i asked desperately.

"bear u been with a lotta girls that hurt u and i just don't want u getting hurt no more, but like if u think it'll work and somehow u could get her trust, i say go for it."

"but she lives so far so it'll be worse and i won't be able to see her all the time and we both have such busy schedules and it'll be a mess."

"shit, i don't know why ur asking me for advice. i don't know shit about love."

"it's not love snooze, i met her like two weeks ago."

"i dunno, u never know with u man."

and he walked out the kitchen.

i decided to not talk to denise, but only for a little while. i was going to ignore her and see if she really did want me. if she wants me she's gonna have to earn my trust and prove to me she wants me.

i've been working on the song, "chateau." as i have been since i met denise. i switched around some things and got most of the lyrics down. i'm planning to drop another album next year.

suddenly my phone buzzed. it was denise of course.

denise 🐍💍: bear im sorry

denise 🐍💍: i was going to tell u, but i was scared. i wanna be with u not him. i broke up with him for u. it might sound crazy cos i've been with him for a while, but i want u.

i left her on read.

she blew up my phone all day i kept leaving her on read or just ignoring her.

i still wanted denise and i was planning to get her and this was part of my plan, but i didn't think she would hit me up this much, man she needs to stfu.

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mansionz retweeed the link to my life of a troubadour story and the reads went up so fast ahh i'm so happy