My alpha (Completed)

9: no protection

(Paige POV)

I walked inside Louis's house I heard howling of disparity I rushed upstairs to find Louis curled up on his and Liam's bed.

Louis saw me "Paige!" Louis gasped through his sobs I rushed over and hugged him running my hands through his hair "Lou it's okay...it's okay" I mummered "it's not!!! I lost my alpha's pup... It's my fault!!!" Louis wept "it's not your fault it's not it happens to everyone you will get pregnant again I promise and I'll be here with you every step of the day" I promised "what happened... You don't have to answer it if you don't want to" I added quickly "I woke up and went bathroom my stomach was hurting a lot Liam was sleeping and then my stomach began to really hurt... And I was bleeding a lot I woke up Liam he rushed me to the omega clinic and I lost our baby... Liam took me home he was so pissed off he wouldn't look at me I tried to talk to him because I needed him I was hurting...... Liam got angry and smashed things then he left" Louis explained.

"Son of a bitch" I muttered I cuddled Louis until he fell asleep I tucked him in bed and went downstairs I now noticed the smashed things I cleaned up the smashed plates and a broken chair and a smashed small table. Louis needed Liam and when I see him I will punch him! My phone began ringing it was Harry I answered it immediately.

Paige: "have you found him!?" I asked

Harry: "hi to you to Paige... Yeah I've found him we've had a very long talk and his ready to come back... How's Louis holding up?" Harry asked

Paige: "like crap he thinks it's his fault because he believes he can't carry his alphas child and he feels worthless" I said upset

Harry: "oh okay...wait Liam wants to talk to you is that okay?" Harry asked

Paige: "yeah why the fuck not?" I sighed

Liam: "thank you for helping Louis Paige" Liam said

Paige: "you fucking son of a bitch! How could you react like that!!!??" I hissed "you both lost a a child not just you, get your ass home!" I ordered I could hear Harry chuckling a bit in the background I hung up.

I went upstairs I cuddled with Louis who was more than happy enough to cuddle with me and we both fell asleep, my stomach was rounded and firm from Harry's semen release earlier and my body still ached but right now even during my heat and on suppressants to control it Louis was my main priority.

My best friend was only pregnant for 3 days and lost the baby to quickly and I know I won't understand his pain because I hope to never lose a baby but I know he must feel terrible so as a best friend it's my job to make Louis happy again.

I feel asleep dreaming of Harry, when I woke up Harry was holding me in his arms and carrying me he was walking "babe?" I asked "it's okay I'm taking you to your old bedroom... Were gonna stay at Louis's tonight" Harry informed "Liam and Louis?" I asked as Harry set me on the bed "there doing okay they just need each other now" Harry said I nodded. "Harry you did use something right I told you I didn't have time for birth control didn't I?" I asked Harry sputtered "what!?" Harry exclaimed I shied away from Harry "s..s..sorry haz" I whimpered "why didn't you take the birth control!!??" Harry said "uh maybe because the heat was coming thick and fast and I didn't really have control over my body!" I whisper shouted.

Harry looked at me his face paled "the amount of fucking semen I released in you!" Harry mumbled to himself I teared up and got of the bed tiredness leaving me "I'm going home" I mumbled "no your not it's midnight" Harry said sternly "make me stay! Because I know what your like when your angry and it's scary as fuck so I'm going to my parents house you know where I live I might be round tomorrow to see Louis" I said putting a jacket on Harry's face paled even more "please," Harry whispered "come back to me when you're cleared your mind I'm going to stay at my parents... You might even get lucky haz I might not be pregnant" I sneered leaving I closed the door quietly.

The night air was cold I wrapped the jacket around myself tighter when I reached my parents house all the lights were on I smelt multiple wolf's... It was a pack meeting. My mother answered the door "Paige come say hi to everyone!" My mother exclaimed "mum... Not now please I'm tired can I stay the night" I sighed rubbing my forehead "of course! I'll just say you ill need anything just call" mum said I smiled I knew she wasn't annoyed with me now because I found my alpha that my parents approved of.

I walked up to my room and laid in bed I was to fucked off with life to sleep so I just curled up in a ball looking out the window the moonlight filled my room.

I fucked it up for myself... Already.

I stayed awake the whole night and the next day I stayed in my room the whole day just staying in bed I dealed with my heat on my own my parents tried to talk to me but I just went silent I refused all foods and drinks I repeated this the next night and day and then the next night and day.

Finally it had been a week since I came to my parents Harry and Louis and Liam and Niall and Zayne came back and found out what happened and every single one of them have been trying to make contact with me I felt bad because of Louis but I just needed my space he had the boys with him.

I tried my best not to slip into my headspace I knew I looked like crap I saw myself in a mirror I was pale and had bags under my eyes and my eyes were red from crying.

My parents were getting worried about me, they even called the packs doctor I was fine but they were worried about my lack of hardly any sleep and no food entering my body...