My alpha (Completed)

21: i love you

(Harry POV)

I didn't reply back to her text, I was so stupid how could I do that, raise my hand to my heavily pregnant omega!

I hated myself I was blinded by anger and tears and I wrecked the whole dining room in a blind rage I wanted to be forgiven but I know I don't deserve it though besides Paige was due to give birth in 2 months and I still can't believe I raised my hand to her...

(*Week later*)

I decided to go to Louis's to get Paige back or at least see if she's okay. I drove to Louis, I got out the car and and knocked on the door Liam answered he looked unimpressed "she's not here" Liam said blocking the door way with his frame "where is she then?" I asked "it's not my place to say" Liam shrugging.

"Please!" I begged "it's not my place Louis and Niall are meeting her but I don't know where she is!" Liam snapped closing the door I growled I got in my car and drove home I texted her.

To Paige.

Can we meet in town later today to talk please?

From Harry.

And I waited for her reply...

(Paige POV)

Harry sent me a text I was at my parents house in the backyard sitting on the porch at a table next to Niall and Louis with mugs of tea in front of us.

I sighed heavily biting my bottom lip worried to as what I should do, Louis looked at my text from Harry "I would meet him" Louis mummered "what!? No he raised his hand to her!" Niall argued to Louis "guys.... I think I'm capable of deciding myself and I'm gonna meet him" I replied.

To Harry.

When and where?

From Paige.

I sent the text he quickly repiled

To Paige.

Okay I'll pick you up in a hour where are you?

From Harry.

I texted him that I was at my parents house he said he will be round in a hour Louis and Niall decided to leave and I went upstairs to change, I changed into maternity jeans and a black and white long sleeved top that fitted perfectly my bump will only get bigger and Dr Vinay will have me restricted to bed rest soon so you know I'm worried because I want to sort things out with Harry because I need him, and I love him, and I want to see that his changed, and I want him with me when I have our kids, our babies.

I put on shoes which I just managed to put on with my big bump in the way I tied my hair up so it wasn't in the way it had took me nearly an hour to get ready.... Well that's a pain in the ass!

My parents are getting suspicious of where Harry is, but I tell them it's fine my mum believes me... I think and on the other hand my father I'm not so sure. I grabbed my phone and purse and then the doorbell rang I waddled to the door and opened it to see a tired looking Harry his eyes fell on my bump "wow... Look at you!" Harry said gesturing to my huge bump colour flushed to my cheeks he smiled "if it's okay i ordered us food back at our place I know public isn't that great right now... Is that okay?" Harry asked.

"Yeah that's great" I said Harry helped me in the car his hands gently and soft careful not to hurt me, although he never hurt me before even when he raised his hand to me his never actually hit me but I can tell his worried.

"So what food did you order?" I asked casually gazing out of the window my hands rubbing my bump "Chinese if that okay" Harry said nervously "yeah that's great" I smiled.

"Harry please relax I know you won't hurt me" I soothed Harry glanced at me then focused back on the road "I know... I'm just angry with myself for what I did regardless and I know it's gonna take time for you to trust me and to get back to how we were" Harry said.

I was shocked he has really grown up, "I..I guess" I stammered Harry smiled softly he soon pulled up outside his house he quickly got out and opened my door and helped me out I laced my hand with his, he seemed taken back but didn't say anything.

"Oh I've made a few... Changes to the dining room" Harry mummered I raised my eyebrows there was a new dining table and chairs they was a black Oak wood and there was 4 highchairs as the table I looked at Harry he had a hint of pink on his cheeks.

"This is great hazza" I praised as I walked over to a high chair one of my pups will be in there soon! Harry smiled.

"I want to show you something else" Harry mummered he took my hand and led me upstairs to the nursery "Zayne did it a day after you left" Harry said the walls was a pale yellow with jungle leaves and tigers or pretty birds or snakes or cute flowers the cot was a dark brown and it was set up in the corner there was a small elephant teddy and a small lion teddy and a small hippo and a small monkey teddy bear kinda for each of the babies.

There was the dark brown wood changing tables with baby stuff set up on it like nappies and baby powder and wet wipes, there was furry big rug there was a rocking chair near the window with a pale yellow blanket resting on it.

And in another corner there was a brown cushion it was kinda big with blankets and one or two of Harry's shirts Harry caught my gaze "nesting so your comfy" Harry said I nodded "I didn't buy clothes yet... I thought me and you could do that tomorrow?" Harry asked "yeah sure I haven't got much going on" I smiled, the doorbell rang "that's the food I'll go get it" Harry said leaving the room.

I noticed shelves they had a odd jungle silver little animal statue, but there was empty frames except one my first scan and there was a picture of the quads first there was others like my first smile or my first cuddle with daddy or my first cuddle with mummy or my first feed my heart melted.

"Paige!!" Harry called from downstairs I was brought back to reality I went downstairs Harry was in the sitting room setting out good he sat at the coffee table sorting it out I sat on the sofa "Harry... I want to be a family...I..I don't want to do this on my own" I mummered Harry looked me wide eyed "but I-" Harry started but I cut him off "I quite very damn well know what you did styles but I'm in love with you and I knew you were stressed and we needed time apart and I wanna move back in with you!" I said in a rush Harry's jaw dropped "you said... You said you loved me!" Harry said "I guess I did" I said dazed Harry leant over and kissed my lips gently and softly as if he was savouring the moment.